I just want my dad back. You were supposed to be my rock. You aren't there to support me. And when you are you are drunk. I wish I could be a better kid for you. Just I can't live up to your expectations. I have these feelings I can't control. I want to fix me but I can't. I try to give you more chances Everytime. But you have actually lost my trust. I can't trust you anymore because you let me down. You never try to make us closer. I am so tired of being considered as "not good enough" but I guess that is who I am. You hurt my feelings dad. I can't do this with you anymore. I can't keep letting myself keep getting put down. I wish I was sorry for this. But I'm not.
Please listen to me. Alcohol has ruined who I am. You don't make it any better. I love you Dad.
Ash
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De TodoThe poems I write.. Some rants too. (if you are easily triggered, I strongly advise you not to read this)
