Okay bitches.
Time to rant.
So girls. Am I right?
Lemme give you some backstory first.
My guy best friend and I can't really text each other anymore because shit happened and his parents are really strict, and they read his messages.
Not nudes ya nasties.
Anyway so, this school years been great. We still talk all the time, and everything is normal except the texting. It was a huge change because I used to spend my whole night talking till he went to sleep. Anyway the first few weeks were pretty rough. I wanted to gouge my eyes out because I didn't really have other friends talking to me at that point.
Anyway, I learned to deal with the fact that I can't be selfish. And from the beginning I respected his parents decision whether it was them or not. I respect them with my entire being. Never in my life would I try to intentionally break that respect by trying to text my best friend however much I may want to.
So he and I usually text each other if it's about schoolwork and this time he was asking me for help with Spanish. Nerd. Naturally I send him all the notes all the pages he wanted because I'm a good friend. And we somewhat talked for a bit.
My other friend... we shall call her fucker.
I decided to text fucker about it because I mean... I was so happy that we were progressing forward because it wasn't just about school. So I text her and tell her and she's like "sureeeee you respect it"
BITCH!
She knows how many tears I shed because I felt like I had done something to ruin the friendship that I share with him. She knows how much I respect his parents and that I would do anything to get life to go back to the way it was. She knows.
So I texted her back saying something along the lines of "why do you think that? I have so much respect for them and I would never do anything to purposefully get him into trouble. I don't want him to get in trouble because of me."
And she has the nerve to leave me on read.
So at this point I'm crying because I'm so pissed. So naturally I text my best friend A to try to help calm me.
There's only one of two people who I can count on to always help calm me when I'm really really pissed at someone. A and him.
Well I don't go to school with A so that doesn't help.
I can't text him because I RESPECT his parents too much to go behind their back. And I can't confront him at school because we can't have any physical contact because private schools. Not that he'd hug me anyway he's too... eh to do that.
IF IM HAVING A BREAKDOWN JUST FUCKING FORCE ME INTO A HUG!
So I go to my third option and that's his best friend who also happens to be my neighbor.
HE LEAVES ME ON READ AFTER I TELL HIM IM CRYING.
Anyway so I go back to Andraya and tell her everything and she being the amazing friend she is goes and has a chat with said neighbor. She's the best. Except I had to read it all and it got quite awkward.
I should probably include this tea as well. A few days ago fucker decided it'd be AMAZING to test my patience. Splendid idea for someone with a death wish. Especially if it involves him.
So we were at lunch everything being normal and she starts up the whole "you totally like him. You're so obsessed. You ARE IN LOVE!" Nearly put her head through a brick wall.
Other people started joining in, and he started getting more and more uncomfortable which made me more and more pissed. Yes I have anger issues DEAL WITH IT.
I kept telling them to stop. Of course they wouldn't. Why should they? It's not like This is a touchy subject for me. Oh no. It's totally fine.
Anyway I was so pissed that I was speechless the rest of the day. One word and I'd be screaming explicatives down the hallway. She had to notice then that something was wrong.
she texts me making sure all is well and I tell her off. She plays the victim saying I should've said stop WHICH I DID I JUST DIDNT SAY IT THE WAY SHE WANTED ME TO!
She also told me to hit her if it ever happens again and I told her I'd never hurt a friend because of some petty issue that she can just not cause problems anymore. SHE HAS THE AUDACITY TO TELL ME THAT SHE WONT STOP THEN BECAUSE SHE WONT KNOW!
BITCH KEEP MINE AND HIS NAME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH THEN!
It's gonna be fun tomorrow.
~C
