Sorrowful Sinner

#4

They brought me in what I assumed was lunch that I didn't eat I pushed it aside and tried to fall asleep. Which isn't that comfortable in hand cuffs.

Eventually that idea went out of the window and I just stared at the wall for 3 hours.

The door opened again and Bucky and Clint came in. I was sitting in the chair with my knees tucked to my chest still looking at the wall.

"Hey Maggie, you need to eat." Clint said sitting down on the table sliding over the apples and sandwich. I turned around and faced a different wall away from them.

"What's wrong?" Bucky asked walking around the table to kneel down in front of me.

"5 hours." I said in a quiet voice. "I've been in this brick box for 5 fucking hours, where have you been?" I said blinking and a tear running down my face betraying me. "You people aren't any better than the other people that claimed they'd help. You're just as bad." I choked out.

"Don't say that, I care about you we care about you. If we didn't you'd be outside still fighting and killing-."

"WELL MAYBE THAT IS JUST WHAT I WAS MEANT TO DO BUCKY! I DON'T REMEMBER MY MOM OR MY DAD OR MY LITTLE SISTER! I'VE FORGOTTEN EVERYTHING THAT MADE ME MYSELF! IM A LOST CAUSE! I don't remember what they sound like or what their laughs were like. I don't remember and it's killing me that I'm still here and they aren't. You were the first person since them that even seemed to remotely care about anything I did and, you let that man and woman in here trying to rummage through my mind like I'm a fucking science experiment and where were you?!"

"I was trying to get to you. Maggie. You have to believe me. I was trying to come in here to talk to you because you talk to me. Like you said you trust me. I trust you."

"I don't want to trust anyone. Trust is what got my family killed." I got up and walked as close to a wall as I could and put my head against it. "Right in front of me. All it took was 3 bullets and every time I try and sleep all I can see or hear is the bullets and their bodies hitting the ground, and they told me after it happened that it was meant to be that way. They didn't even let me say goodbye." I cried sliding down the wall.

"I'm going to tell you something that you won't believe at first but trust me, it's true." Bucky said sitting down next to me.

"What?" I said wiping away a tear.

"Your little sister survived." I stopped playing around with my hands and looked at Bucky.

"That's not funny." I warned.

"Maggie. I'm not lying to you. We can go see her right now if you want?" He said unhooking the hand cuffs.

"She's here?" I asked.

"Yeah, she's waiting in a room with Natasha."

I stood up and looked at Clint and he looked nothing but happy for me. "Really?" I asked one more time just to confirm.

"Really." Clint assured me. He opened the door and I made them walk out before me. I saw the kid that I shot in the shoulder. I stopped beside him and looked at it. "I'm sorry." I said holding out my hand. He took it and smiled at me.

"It's alright, I have speedy healing so it will heal quick."

I smiled at him and continued on with Bucky and Clint ready to see my little sister who was probably 14 by now.

We stopped in front of a door. I put my hand on the door knob and waited there for a second. I opened the door slightly and saw a young girl sitting at a table with Natasha. She looked almost exactly like me. Her hair was darker than mine though and her eyes were dark brown.

"Evie?" I said almost in a whisper but she heard it. She turned around and stared directly at me.

"Maggie?" She said almost like she didn't believe it was me. She stood up from her chair slowly and examined me closer. Tears came sliding down her cheeks but she didn't mind. I took a step forwards and she ran at me and hooked her arms around my neck.

"Oh my god." I said holding her head close to me squeezing her. "Eve." I cried. "I thought they killed you, I'm so so so sorry." I said squeezing her. "I left you there I'm so sorry." I cried as she held me just as tight as I held her.

"I thought they were gonna kill you after they killed mom and dad and tried to kill me." She mumbled into my hair.

Something was off. I could feel it. I wrapped my arms tighter around her and looked at Natasha. I reached into my sisters coat pocket and felt something sharp. I yanked it out and kneed my sister in the stomach.

She fell to the ground and I got on top of her. "What the hell is this?"

She smiled at me and stayed quiet. "WHAT IS THIS!" I screamed.

"They're coming." She said in a sing song voice. "And they are going to kill all of you." She said. "But I'm going to kill you." She said punching me in the face rolling me off of her.

She punched me in the face and I brought my knee up to her stomach and knocked the wind out of her again then I wrapped my arm around her neck making her fall asleep. When her body fell limp I let go of her and touched my lip where she had punched me and saw blood.

I was breathing heavy and brushed my hand through my hair. "What the hell." Fury said running in.

"You better prepare for a war." I said standing up holding my wound on my stomach. "Because a big one is coming. She was the trigger."

"It is something like HYDRA but they aren't serum induced super soldiers, they're highly trained assassins that don't give a shit who they kill or what they kill. They brainwashed us, they could do it to anyone."

"How do we know you aren't working for them still?" Fury asked.

"Because if I wanted you people dead, I would've killed you already." I said seeing that she made the gunshot start to bleed again.

I stood up and looked at Fury. "She'll only be out for a few more minutes." He nodded and 2 SHIELD soldiers came in and took her away to a cell. Bruce walked over to me and gestured first me to lift up my shirt a little bit so he could look at the wound.

He examined it and made me press my hand on it. "It's only bleeding a little bit, we should change the bandage though."

I nodded and we started walking and Bucky tagged along.