Chapter 15

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Thank you for those who reads my book. Sorry because of lack of updates.

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There's only one logical explanation for this. He knows who I am or he just said that word to say I am beautiful. Yes I think that is it. On the side note he just walked me home. Kim Jongdae just walked me home. I smiled to myself.

I ran upstairs with excitement fill up my entire body. I was so happy and I could feel butterflies all around me. I can't believe my middle school crush likes me. I assume he does. I jump into my bed while laying on it with my arms hugging a pillow and  remembering what happened today with a bright smile on my face.

I pulled out Chen's phone to see is there any messages from him. It is not like he will message me or anything. Still Soo Mi... You still denied your feelings towards him. You did this a long time ago too and today too... When will I learn my lesson I said that to myself. As I was scrolling down the messages. I saw that he left only two messages to me. It was cute and sweet.

IdiotChen : Hello 🤗

IdiotChen : Are you there... Beautiful ? I know you are... I know you are waiting for me and I know that you are-... nevermind... I hope I can see you one day... Yeah next week... When we exchange our phone back... I am smart 🤓...oh you didn't reply.... Maybe you not home yet. What am I mumbling about 😅

I mumble "dweeb... he such an idiot... but cute though"

But for some reason it makes me smile. I kept on admiring the text for as long as I can remember. I did not managed to reply back to him because I accidentally fall asleep in the middle of typing my reply. I think it was because of the busy and tiring day at school.

FLASHBACK

Few months has past, us four became the best of friends. We'll Chen also have his guys friends but I am not so close with. I only know he has two guy best friends.

Anyways, us four became friends. That was the thing the more I was with them especially chen and Yi Soo. I became someone that is not me. I could feel hatred towards them... I do not know why but I just did. I became jealous. I hate this feelings so much.

One day, during lunch, I went to the cafeteria late because I have to do something an dthat something is doing my homework for the last minute. I know I am not a very good student when it comes to do homeworks. I always do them at the last minute.

"Soo Mi... Aren't you coming?"Eun Ji said to me while Chen and Yi Soo were holding hands and went out the door.

I saw it and I could feel My heart breaks into a billion pieces. It feels as if you’ve fallen into a cactus, and your heart has been punctured a million times over by tiny pins. It stings at first, but now it feels as if they’ve left you numb not even slightly painful, just numb. You are not bleeding, but you know after you slowly start to pull these foreign objects out, one by one, the blood will come gushing out.

"You guys go first... I'll go later I have to finished this" I said and force a smile.

After a few minutes, I finally finished my homework, I get up and looked at the time it's 12.45pm. Great 15 minutes more untill lunchtime is over. I rush to the cafeteria as fast as my legs could. Only few food are left, I just brought some bread and some juice. I looked around the cafeteria my friends are not there anymore.

So, they forget about me huh. Fine I go somewhere to eat this bread of mine. I ran up to the rooftop and saw someone laying down on the ground. From afar I can not comprehend who it was. As I came closer and closer. It was Jongdae or Chen.

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