5SOS imagines

Luke; I don't want to just be friends.

Ok, I'm trying another imagine. I bet no one will read this but I will try anyway. Seeee youuu soooonnn!!

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To: Y/N

Hey do ya wanna come over tonight? We are all having a huge movie marathon. See ya soon!! Luke xxx

To: Luke

I'd love to! Shall we say seven? Can't wait! Y/N xxx

To: Y/N

See you then! I thought we'd start with TFIOS. How about it? Xxx

To: Luke

You know exactly how to make me cry. Xxx

Yay! You were going to see Luke, one of your best friends! Plus, you were going to watch movies nonstop, one of your favourite things to do. You would also see your other best friends, Calum, Mikey and Ashton. You loved them all to pieces and couldn't wait until tonight.

You had known Luke since you were both four years old; you were both pretending to be rock stars, scribbling all over your arms and pretending you were covered in tattoos. Yeah, you still don't know how you knew about rock stars and tattoos back then but it had brought you two together and you were so glad about that.

You had gone to the same primary school, high school, your whole life. You liked him. A lot. However, you couldn't risk your friendship by telling him how you felt; he meant WAY too much to you.

Whenever he flirted with someone though, just a little bit or a lot, an elderly woman or an eighteen year old, it really hurt. It wrenched at your heart and made you want to rip out their hair and punch them in the face. You knew how bad that sounded but you couldn't help it; you were in love with him.

You now had to decide what to wear. This was one of the hardest bits. Every time you would literally pull out your whole wardrobe.

After having a little panic, you just decided on jeans and a loose navy sweater. They would be most comfortable. You locked the door and made your way outside to your car.

You drove round to Luke's house and knocked on the door.

"Hey, Y/N!!" The door was opened by Ash.

"Hey! Are you guys all good?"

"Yeah, great thanks. Come on in, you look freezing." You thanked Ash and stepped inside, taking off your shoes as you did so. You walked into the living room and crashed on the sofa next to Luke.

"Hey, Y/N! What do you wanna start with?" Luke showed you a few film cases.

"I think popcorn would be good. How did you guys forget the popcorn? Plus, I think we should start with The Fault In Our Stars. Just a warning though, it makes me cry everytime I see it so I need a shoulder ready." You shuffled through to the kitchen and raked through their cupboards. Finally you found the corn(it moved everytime you visited) and put it in the microwave for a few minutes. You found a big bowl and waited for the microwave. Tinggggg!! There it went. Without thinking you took it out.

"Dddddaaaaaammmmnnn it's hot!" You shoved it on the side and looked at your fingers before swearing; they were already burned. You quickly put your hands underneath some cold water. After another few minutes, you returned to the sofa, now complete with popcorn.

"Are you alright? We heard a shout from the kitchen." Mikey looks at you.

"Oh, um, yeah, sorry. It was just-nothing, it was nothing." They all look at you as though you're crazy. "So, err, popcorn?" You dump the bowl on the coffee table and sit back, arms folded, kind of annoyed that they looked at you like that. No, that was stupid, you hadn't made any sense, it wasn't their fault. Plus, they had been worried about you. Although, not worried enough to come and see what was going on. Oh come on, Y/N, pull yourself together. What is your problem? Nobody's perfect. Just sit back and enjoy the film. You love TFIOS. You are being pathetic.

Halfway through the film though, you physically couldn't sit there any longer.

"Guys, I'll be back soon." You almost skipped out of the room and bolted upstairs to the loo. Oh God, that time of the month. You sighed and rummaged around in your bag; you had known you were due and had packed some pads. Maybe that was why your emotions had been so mixed up earlier. Or maybe you were just paranoid. Or maybe...maybe you couldn't stand being friends with Luke any longer. You made your mind up; you would tell him tonight. You flushed the loo and walked downstairs, but quietly. You didn't want anyone to notice you. You slipped into the kitchen and sat down. This had to be a record; you had never left a movie marathon before the first film had finished. You weren't DEFINITELY going to leave but you felt like it would be better for everyone. You had been so excited before but now...you didn't know what was wrong with you. These four boys were your friends and you were thinking about bailing on them. What a great friend.

"Y/N?" You heard a voice from the doorway. Luke's voice.

"Hey Luke."

"Are you...well, it sounds stupid but...are you ok?"

"I'm messed up. But yeah, life's...life." You stare at the floor.

"You don't have to stay. You can just go home if you want."

"Luke, I have something I really have to tell you. Please don't interrupt me; this is important."

"Um...ok."

"We're friends, right? Have been for years. A few years ago, you were dating Maria, right? And when she came round, all the others were here too. As soon as I saw you two kiss, I got really stroppy and stormed out. To start with, I didn't know why I had got so upset and angry. I came back into the room and sat down on my own. Maria started to taunt me and then I couldn't take it anymore. I slapped her in the face and drove home. You refused to talk to me for weeks. Couldn't blame you, I had been a bit of a bitch. Anyway, before I went to sleep that night, I realised that...I was in love with you." You stopped talking. You had glanced at Luke when you said it but you now couldn't bring yourself to look at him. "Look, I'll just go, I've caused enough trouble already." You wiped your eyes and gathered up your stuff, almost jogging out of the door. You had your hand on the door handle before Luke caught up with you.

"Y/N, please stop." Luke's hand was on your shoulder, disabling you from going forward.

"Luke, it's fine, I get it, you don't feel the same, don't worry about it."

"But I...I think I do feel the same. I guess I was always scared about thinking about it because I knew I would always be too coward to tell you, because I didn't want to lose you. I...I expect you felt the same?"

"You know me so well. You always have done. You know everything, all my secrets. Well, you've only just found out about THIS one but everything else. Whenever someone even seemed to touch on the subject of crushes, I would panic. I guarded it so heavily. Now, though...I might not have to do that." You are both silent and lean slowly forwards. You close your eyes and soon feel his lips, soft against yours. You think of the amount of times you've dreamt of this moment and struggle not to smile.

"Y/N, will you be my girlfriend?"

"With pleasure, Hemmings." You lean in and kiss again, before walking back into the living room and cuddling up for the last few minutes of the film. You are crying by the end but you don't mind; you have Luke to sob on. By the end of the night you can't stop smiling. You finally feel like you can be completely yourself around Luke, Calum, Mikey and Ash. Even if at certain times of the month you would be grumpy for no reason!!

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