𝙎𝙩𝙪𝙘𝙠 𝙒𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙈𝙚 ⋆ 𝘿𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮𝙗𝙤𝙮

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I was bored and trapped in my own house ready for something exciting to happen. I wish I could just see Dally already. I want him to kiss me on the lips and touch every. Single. Part. Of my body.... I don't wanna go too far though. I think I just like messing with myself, I really don't know if me and Dally are together. I'd like to think that obviously. Then we suddenly just sleep on the same bed. I smiled at the thought. I'm such a pervert.

I almost missed 2 months of school but at least I have an excuse to not do my fucking work. I'm sure Coma was hell though. I still had a bandage wrapped on my head. At this point Steve and Soda left and Darry left as well which meant I was home alone. I was gonna ask him if I was allowed outside or not but I decided not to ask because what if he said no? Now I don't know the answer so I walked out 10 minutes after they left.

I almost got blinded by the brightness outside. Jesus Christ! Was the sun always that bright?! I tried ignoring it and looked around. I couldn't really say I missed everything. I don't really remember what it was like in a coma. It felt like waking up from a long sleep. It's crazy. We shouldn't have gone to the rumble. I don't remember what went down so much.

I walked around and saw my old bus stop and people waiting there. "Woah guys it's Ponyboy. He's awake."  I heard one say. I ignored them though and walked passed them. I just kept walking. I eventually walked near Curly's house and speed walked passed it but also stared at the house. The house looked a bit empty which concerned me.

I walked all the away to the park. I haven't been here in so long. Brings me back when Johnny was still here and how we would always go on the swings. We would hold hands when we were both on it. The swings were always my favorite. Only because it was somewhat like a rollercoaster how it gave me butterflies. I took a seat on a swing and just enjoyed this time to myself.

I saw a mustang come near and I wanted to scream but it just drive passed. They either didn't notice me or they just didn't wanna mess with me. After a while of talking to myself on the swings I went home.

Time skip

It was getting dark and I see Soda come in the house. He was fucking red. "Are you okay?" I asked. "I'm fine. Just.. never mind bye." He said and went to his room, slamming the door. Weird. I looked through the window and nothing. Oh well. I looked in the fridge. Hahahah! Root beer! I took one and walked in my room.

I drank it and read at the same time. I continued the book about the holocaust. I was in page 128 by then.

I still had Dally's number and I had a phone just right next to me. Should I call him? Of course I should what the fuck. I leaned to the phone and dialed the number. I waited for him to pick up. "Pick up pick up." I muttered. I waited three seconds before the call just stops. I tried again but he didn't answer again. He might be away. I mean at this time school has started I think.

I started to get a little paranoid. What if he died. What if someone killed him. I'm not sure what happened didn't he get shot at the rumble? I got frustrated. No I'm sure he's okay. Just away.. I thought about this topic for over an hour. Today was pretty boring and I just wanted to sleep now.

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A couple of days went by and I thought sleeping early would make the days quicker and it felt quicker so I just went with it. I did think about visiting Dally but I'm not really trusting outside right now. I mean I don't wanna end up in a coma again. If I wanted fresh air I went to the park only because it was close by.

This is so boringgggg! Screw it. I mean it's almost been a week anyway. It is the weekend. Saturday. But I'm going anyway. I don't wanna leave Darry and Soda without them knowing so I'll just write them a letter that I'm leaving to school early and I'll be safe there too. So I did and put it on the dinner table where they'll most likely find it.

I had no ride. I could take a bus? I don't know where I could wait for them. I could get some random person to drive me there. I'll just try to wait for a bus. Yeah, I can do that. I took a couple steps outside. I closed the door behind me and walked around until I found a place where I could wait for the bus.

After 6 minutes I saw the bus come closer and I made eye contact with the driver and he stops in front of me. I felt happier to know I could actually go back to school. I mean I said I was visiting but since I actually go to the school I'll stay there.

I paid and took a seat.

Blah blah hi. This chapter was pretty boring lmao but whatever next chapter gonna be pretty fun I guess!
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