Late this afternoon, over at TBC group chat, with my random recommendations on youtube, I ended up sharing one song then another.
I am kinda missing HerTearsAreMine . And the songs reminded me of them.
I guess I do miss them, as much as I deny it. Letting go takes time I guess.
I ended up downloading the songs and making a playlist. I am currently listening to it right now while checking some papers.
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Colder and Better got me, Yuvi and Haifie all into the said songs.
One Direction's Love You Goodbye reminded me how I might have hurt them much too deep than I have wanted to. 💔
Mountenz' Let You Go got me missing them big time.
Funny enough, all songs except 1D came from a channel called EM (Ethereal Music).
This reminds me of my friend Em. But his fave lyric channel was Paradise Bird.
Either way, here's Colder that strike right into our hearts:
Colder By Kayden
Lost all of control, my head it spins around They said love is hard to find, it has to find you, how? We go back and forth forever with our ups and downs I don't think you want it anymore No, I don't think you want this anymore
Hid all of my secrets but they all came out Don't know how the hell I'm lonely but I'm lonely now And I've been putting all my energy into an empty crowd I don't think I want it anymore No, I don't think I want this anymore
We both know it But we won't say it We gave up
I don't know how I lost track It's breaking my back It's all on my shoulders I would take it all back If it will mean that We could be closer Now we run outta time I'm losing my mind I wish it was over They were so many nights We tried to be fine We only get colder
I always remember how we talked about We would be this way forever but look at us now You've been on your phone for hours, haven't looked around I don't think you want it like before No, I don't think you want this like before Want it like before No, I don't think you want this like before I don't think you want me anymore No, I don't think you want this anymore
We both know it But we won't say it We gave up
I don't know how I lost track It's breaking my back It's all on my shoulders I would take it all back If it will mean that We could be closer Now we run outta time I'm losing my mind I wish it was over They were so many nights We tried to be fine We only get colder
We both know it But we won't say it We gave up We both know it But we won't say it We gave up.