Blessed With A Curse | Mike Kuza Fic

There's Just Too Much To Lose

Hey, guys ! Sammibear1228 here ! I'm helping co-write this lovely story. As the Bae said: I mainly write Supernatural fics so this is new to me. (I do write one shots based on songs and if you would request one I would love you foREVer) constructive criticism is v welcome and I'm sure my dear friend will kick me out if I suck bad enough. Here's my first chapter ! Hope y'all enjoy !

*Celeste's POV*

After Destiel's lecture was finally over I wandered through various people's heavens. I sat on a bench in one of my favorites.

The poor girl was only twelve when she passed from leukemia but she had the prettiest garden in Heaven I had found.

"Hey, kid." I looked up to see Charvelle, one of my best friends up here. She was very pale with black hair and bright greenish-blue eyes.

She sat on the bench next to me. "You look down."

"I just got back from hell. I feel pretty high."

"Drugs are bad, mmmkay?" She said in a weird voice. I tilted my head to the side in confusion, letting her know I didn't understand her reference and she shook her head.

She was the most pop culture savvy angel in our garrison. After all, she did spend a century on earth.

I debated telling her what I was thinking about Kuza. I thought that if there was anyone I could tell, it would be her. Minus the part about him being a demon of course.

Not too long ago, around French Revolution era, Charvelle had fallen in love. With a human.

She was always getting in trouble with her superiors for getting too close to the human in her charge.

Then she temporarily lost her grace for falling in love with poor Marie.

But not because Marie was a girl. Contrary to popular belief, our Father doesn't care about sexual orientation.

He couldn't care less if a man loved another man. He likes love.

But an angel falling in love with a human can be very dangerous. So, she was given the choice to keep the girl or keep her grace. She chose the girl.

"Seriously though... what's wrong, Celeste?" She looked concerned.

"What's love feel like?"

A banana appeared in her hand and she held it up to her head like a phone. "Hello? Sure, I've got time to take a survey!"

I playfully elbowed her in the ribs. "I'm being serious, Char."

She put the banana down and gave me a dad smile. "It's the worst feeling in the world. In a good way. Why?"

I shrugged and looked down at my hands. I picked a dandelion off the ground and began picking at it's petals.

She was still on parole after she came back and regained her grace. What if she turned me in to help shorten her sentence?

"Is it the girl? What's her name? Annabelle?"

"Abigail..." I began to shake my head but stopped and thought for a moment. This would be a perfect scapegoat.

She could help me with the love part without knowing that it was Kuza I was interested in. "Yeah... it is."

Charvelle placed a sympathetic hand on my shoulder. "Now... don't fall in love. You have too much to lose.

"She's your charge and you need to keep it that way strictly business. You go back down there and rescue her.

"Killing any demon who gets in your way. Then you tell Destiel that you can't be in charge of her anymore and someone else will." Then she blinked away, leaving me in a worse spot than I was before.

How was I supposed to kill any demon that got in my way when there was a big possibility that Kuza would get in my way?