********September 29, 2018********
I stepped off the private plane with Asani and Angel in tow. The island of Bora Bora was beautiful but my excitement had nothing to do with its beauty. My smile came, knowing I would be taking out the two people who ruined everything for me.
We jumped in the rented black truck and headed to the safe house. As the music played I thought about how close we were to the end of this. I shook my thoughts feeling my emotional start to surface. I had been getting really emotional the last few weeks. I knew it would come eventually but I was prepared.
When we parked at the house we all headed inside. I set up my things in the living room then took my clothes to the room I was sharing with Asani. He was a big part of my emotional issues lately. The more I set boundaries for us, the more he breaks them. I shook my head the minute he walked into my room and started unpacking.
"Sani" I whined "Stop"
"You stop" he shrugged
"Stop ignoring me"
"Why should I?" he looked at me "You been ignoring me for days. You keep fucking disappearing and nobody knows where you at or who you with"
"I just had some shit to handle"
"Whatever" he rolled his eyes
"Asani I'm serious" I sighed "I can't let you know my every move. You just as bad as Rio"
"Maybe because we fucking care about you!"
"Don't!" I yelled "You know how this will end! You know what I'm planning! Don't do that!"
"I can't just not care about you" he sat on the bed "You not just Gregorio's sister to me Giovanni... you my best friend man"
"Asani" I held in the tears "Stop"
"I'm serious mamas" he held his face in his hands "You want us to stop caring about you but we can't... I can't. I don't wanna lost somebody important to me again"
I hung my head feeling the guilt hit me. It was hard not cry knowing no matter what I would be hurting.... my family with my decision. I walked over and hugged Asani, allowing his head to rest against my stomach.
"Asani you know the last thing I want to do is cause you more pain... any of you... I can't live like this no more" my voice shook "Y'all don't see what I see when I close my eyes... the life I've lived... it doesn't just go away. Every moment burn in my mind forever... you can't save me"
He nodded and he held me tighter. Angel called my name breaking the moment. I let him go before heading to the kitchen where she was. She had the files open scanning through them.
"What's up" I sat down
"I just want to go over some things" she tapped her nose "You never said exactly how you want it done"
"That part isn't important right now. The plan is to get them. After that I'll tell you exactly what to do"
"This gone be some twisted shit" she laughed "I can see it in your eyes"
"Twisted... maybe" I stood up "Just chill for now. It's too late for anything. I got eyes on them and we gone make the move tomorrow"
"Bet"
I walked back in the room noticing Asani was in the shower. I got my clothes out prepared to take one after him. Though we were still fucking around, I tried to limit sex between us. Especially after any type of emotional conversation. I really wanted to stop all together but I just couldn't resist sometimes.
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