New Country , New Life...

Secrets.....

(A/N this will be a depressing chapter so keep reading :) thanks guyz)

Hazles P.O.V

So I woke up to a ding at 3:30 in the morning I looked at my phone and clicked the top to see what time it was and that blinding bright light in my eyes . It was twitter I tapped on my notifications and I had about 100 notifications mostly saying

"go die you fat slut "

" fuck you "

"go die you faggot "

"your just using beau for followers you dont even love him "

" I hate you go slit your wrists and bleed to death   "

I started crying  straight away  and screamed . My mum mindy came in and said "sweetie what's the matter !!" " nothing just bad dream "I replied she kissed my head and walked out .

I fell back to sleep until 7:50 I got another ding it was twitter again More and more negative notifications came up . I flung my phone across the room got up and ran to my bathroom and grabbed my razor and took it to peices and grabbed one sharp razor bit and dug it into my wrist and pulled it along and make several cuts on my skin I cryed and tried to bear the pain . I turned the tap on and let the blood drip off arm and into the sink to wash away . I washed my arm then got a long plaster and put it on to cover up all of the cuts . I ran into my bed crying in pain . It flew to 10:30 and id been crying all morning and I could hear someone climbing up my window I ran and put a long hoodie on and pulled it down my arm , my eyes were red and tears wouldnt stop running down my eyes .  It was jai coming to ask something he climbed through my window .

He saw me crying "hazel whats wrong ?" He asked

"Nothing im fine jai" I replied he saw me holding my wrist .

"Hazel what have you done ? Your crying whats the matter " he said again

My phone dinged right next to jai he looked and it said .

Twitter Notification
'Go die bitch '
' you dont deserve beau '
'Go kill yourself'
And 'go cut your wrists and bleed to death '

"Oh hazy " he said and his eyes watering he ran and hugged me so tight "ignore them they are just jealous our beautiful,  amazing and funny and you do deserve beau dont worry ." I smiled at him and he kissed my head . He held my left hand were the cuts were , the plaster fell off my wrist onto his hand he picked it up and looked and saw all the blood he didnt do anything and started crying and rolled up my jumper

"NO jai. ! "I shouted

He continued and said  "Hazel let me see ."  I let him and I started crying

"Oh hazel what have you done to your self ?" He cried

""It got too bad jai im sorry dont tell beau or luke please im begging you ." I begged him

He started crying and kissed me on the head and I felt a tear drop onto my head

"I wont but he will find out when your doing it with him . " we both laughed at eachother then started crying again .

"Im so sorry , ive let you boys down im a discrase im a horrible little slut I deserve to die .." I said

"Hazel no baby girl ,your none of that I cant listen to you saying that about yourself ,right come on lets get you cleaned up and bandaged up "he said

"Okay , I love you jai "I told him

"I love you too hazy " he replied

We walked to the bathroom he cleaned my wrist then put a plaster on then a bandage then pulled my sleave down  I looked at him in the mirror and hugged him so tight and smiled into his eyes ......