• November 12, 2014 •
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"Harry, it's them. They want to talk to you." Louis says to me, handing me the phone.
I was hoping this wouldn't happen, but it's too far gone to be pulled back in.
Everyone already knows. It's all over the internet, magazines, I get asked about in on twitter every second. They're gonna want me to end it, I know that for sure. They don't care about my feelings.
I just don't have the strength in me to do that.
"Hello? Simon?" I say, holding the phone up to the side of my face. I hear multiple voices talking in the background.
"Harry, we need to sort all of this out." He says, in an exasperated tone.
That's ridiculous. Clara isn't just one of those girls to "sort out". They can't get that through their thick, pretentious skulls.
"Sort what out Simon? There's absolutely nothing to sort out." I say into the phone, running my hands through my hair. I pace across the hotel room floor, the boys looking at me from the couch.
"Look, you need to get that you made a mistake. You kept it for way too long, It's exploded. This isn't good Harry, it really isn't. I don't know what you and this Clara girl have, but knowing you, it's absolutely nothing. You know what you have to do." He says.
There they are, the words I've been dreading for months. I knew from the beginning when I realized I loved her that this would happen.
Everything is crashing down.
"I'm not letting her go. I love her, I love Clara. She's not like the others. I know this isn't a good situation, but me breaking up with her is not going to make any of this better!" I say, my voice rising.
My hand finds it's way to the side of my face, and I rub my face in frustration.
Clara doesn't know that this is happening right now. I haven't told her that they aren't happy about it. I can't let her go. I can't let her walk away from this because she's scared of what they have to say. I'm not letting them take her away from me.
No way.
"Do you realize what this is doing to you? And not just you, but everyone else? If you haven't noticed, your career and reputation is really going downhill. Think of the fans Harry." He says and I scoff.
The fans? They aren't real fans if they don't accept this. This is love, and the sooner they get that through their crazed minds, the better.
"What about the fans? Do you think that I'm gonna care about what they think? She's more important than every single one of them!" I say.
"What about the millions of little girls who adore you Harry? What will their parents think when they see you on the front of Star Magazine with yet another scandal over your head?!" He shoots back. I feel myself step back at his words.
"Then screw them! This is real life, not everything is perfect. They can't guard their precious little girls from this forever. This is who I am, and if they have a problem with that, so be it!" I shout back, getting furious.
Liam stands up from his place on his bed and gives me a look as if to say 'Seriously, tone it down'. I wave my hand at him to shut up.
"What are you trying to say?" Simon says. What am I trying to say? What the hell do you think I'm trying to say?
"I'm not letting anyone take her away from me. I'll prove it to all of you idiots." I say through the phone, sneering.
"Harry, stop it. Now." Niall says to me, trying to grab the phone from my hand. I move it away from his grasp, and he turns away, frustrated.
"I swear to god, I could drop you right now." Simon threatens. Ha, he thinks he can scare me.
"Go ahead, drop me. When everyone asks me what happened, I'll tell them that I didn't want to break up with my girlfriend, so you dropped me. Let's see who wins." I say. I hear him groan in misery.
"You be-" I hang up the phone before he can say anything else. Screw him. Screw everyone. I hear his words echo through my brain like a megaphone.
"What the hell, Harry?" Liam shouts.
I'll prove to them. I'll prove to all of you that this is not another one of my games.
I love her, you will see.
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Hey babes. My name is Jamie and I am writing this story with my best friend Bella. We are alternating chapters so they'll be a bit different (she obviously uses higher vocab than I do). This is the first time I've written something with someone else so... let's see how this goes. I'm doing the next chapter and Bella did this one so... V O T E, C O M M E N T, S H A R E, I L Y. And I'll be putting cute gifs and photos into these chapters. BUY FOUR ITS AMAZING BTW.
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