Shawmila Imagines

Why?

This is what happens when I get sad...

I collapse on the floor. 

why?

 what did I do?

 what is wrong with me?... 

I finally got the girl of my dreams and I messed it up somehow. What did I do to make her leave? All I did was give her love and affection. I just want her to be happy. Apparently, she can't do that with me. 

This morning everything was fine, all happy with cuddles and kisses as always. At lunch instead of coming home like she promised she went out and didn't come home until after dinner. I made a romantic dinner. I had everything all planned out, we were going to go to our favourite spot on the beach and I was going to ask her to marry me.

 Apparently, she had a different idea. When she got home she went from her normal goofy self to having a cold exterior. I had never seen this from her. I approached her and asked, "what's wrong?". She took a deep breath and said "I think we should break-up", "Why?" "If I stay with you I'll lose who I am and I can't do that". 

She finally looks me in the eye and she is crying. She gives me a kiss and packs everything away. I stand there in shock. When she comes back out with her luggage she gives me a sad smile, and I shake my head to get my focus and I take the ring box out of my pocket. Her hands fly to her mouth.

 I give it to her with tears in my eyes and say "I was going to ask you tonight, but this won't happen, this could only ever be for you, I love you so much" "I love you too, I'm so sorry, but maybe one day I'll be back to you". I pull her in for one last kiss and rest my head on hers and say "I'll miss you so much". I pull away from her and she gives me one last sad look and walks out the door.

 When she closes the door I finally break down. 

All I can think of is "Why?"

An: next one will be happy!