𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑'𝖘 𝕽𝖊𝖓𝖊𝖌𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖘

𝕿 𝕯 𝕽 - Chapter 23.

Indigo's POV:

Since being home, I feel detached.
I've been home for one week now, mostly spending my days with a fake smile around the club house and my nights here, at home - drinking my life away.

I miss my family, my friends and my jobs but, I don't know when I'd be able to go back to that.
I want my life back - but these nightmares are enough to have me doubting my every move.

I'm in pain, not the kind you can soothe with some Advil- no, I'm in actual - mental , bottle to the lips - pain.
A bullet wound feels better then this.

I'm not this person, I'm not weak.
Why am I acting like this?, I need to harden the hell up.

The sound of a knocking at my door draws me from my thoughts. Not missing the rapid beat in my chest as it done so.

" Hi, Tico. " I manage a smile.
" How are you doing?. "
" I'm fine Tico, don't worry about me. "
" I'm here to ask for some help, did you and Kal look into any of the old ladies while on your Rat hunt?. "
" No, only the club. "
" I need you too, please. " I silently nod my head as Tico places some folders onto my counter.
" This stays between us. " And Kali, I say to myself.

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Shit. I know who it is.
" Kali, I need you to get here-NOW. " I yell through the phone the second she answers.

As I wait for Kali to show up, I catch myself pacing back and forth.
I shouldn't of agreed to this.
This secret will either make or break the club.

" Thank god you're here, I need whatever dirt we can find on Hannah. " I rush out, dragging Kali inside.
" Why Hannah?. "

I end up grabbing her folder and throwing it down in front of Kali.
" I think she's linked with what happened to T, she's the rat. "

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After a few hours of tying the knots together, we had come to the conclusion that it was intact Hannah.
Our second mother hen, the crazy aunt we all
Go too. Poor Tico... poor fucking Tico.

" We need to take this to the Club. " Kali pulls me from my thoughts.
" I know. " I manage to whisper.
I really am not ready to jump back into club life yet. My mind is still on full swing about everything- but hey, the club comes first.

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Pulling into the club, I rip off my helmet and practically leap inside.
" Tico, where are you?. " Kali and I had decided it was best to tell Tico first considering it's his old lady.

" What's up Princess?."
" It's Hannah. " I wanted this over and done with. There is no point beating around the bush when I could be beating her.
" I had my suspicions. " He whispers, smashing into my arms.
" Let's talk to the Club. " He mumbles from my hair.

" CHURCH NOW!. " I yell over the music playing softly in the club house.
I watch as my father comes out, stunned by my voice, shortly follows Chase, T-bone and Ajax.

" Kali will be joining us today. " I call out to my father.

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" Why did you call Church? " My father questions as I close the door.
" We have some important information we need to share with the Club. "
I watch as their heads lift up at this, ready to listen in on whatever I have to say.

" We caught the Rat. " I look at my brothers, anger is now clear on their faces.
" Who is it Darlin'. " Ajax's voice catches me off guard, I can see he is very pissed about the mention of the person who took our T and crumbled the club.
I look at Tico, allowing him to break the news.

" It's Hannah, she has been acting off since T got back and I knew something was up. So I had asked Indi to take a look at her file and obviously she asked Kal for some help - which resulted in the conclusion of it being my Old Lady. " He lets a single tear drop before collecting himself.

" What are we gonna do?. " My father rubs his beard.
I look at the men around the table, then land my eyes on Tico, awaiting his decision.
" Indi, I want you to handle it. " He looks me dead in the eyes- silently praying I'll do the job these men can't. "

" If Indi is taking care of this, I want in. I'm sorry Indi but I've seen what ... this type of thing does to you. You're gonna need me there to keep that monster of yours at bay or to Atleast protect you from yourself. " She puts her hand on my shoulder.
I nod in an understanding.

" We need to tell ma'. " I state to the men.
" I will. " My father gets up. Hugging me in the process before calling an end to church.

Hannah we are coming for you.