𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑'𝖘 𝕽𝖊𝖓𝖊𝖌𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖘

𝕿 𝕯 𝕽 - Chapter 22.

❗️TW - sexual/ assault/ violence. ❗️

Indigo's POV:

" T-bone. " watching him sitting there, tied to a chair, sets a fire within me.
I reach for my gun aiming it at Andrés head.
" Calm down Cupcake, you can have him back."
" What's the catch?. "
" You have to have dinner with me, here. " what the fuck.

He closes the door to T after I tell him I'll be back for him.
Fuck André, I'm glad I killed his bestfriend.
The lustful look in Andrés eyes shows me
That he doesn't just want dinner. He wants me.

Dinner was quiet, I took the time to look at all of my exits and ways to grab T without causing a scene, not that it matters- I'm gonna kill the pig anyways.

" I know you're going to kill me, little wolf. You wouldn't of came without a plan. You're still the same Savage we all loved. " I hate the term of my old nickname. I was given it after ripping the throat out of a prospect for disrespecting my dead brother.

" Yes Andreas, I'm going to kill you. Nice and slow. " I growl at him.
" At least give me my dying wish. " He grins.
Before I could reply he was dragging me down the hall.

I knew he was going to do this, it's one of the many reasons I sent Kali home with the club. I didn't want her to see or hear me be taken against my will - again.
Except this time, it's apart of my plan.

I feel his wet kisses up my neck, having to hold in the vomit. I hate this. I hate him. I hate men.
Trying to keep my rage at bay, I think of my family. I think of Ajax.
The fact T-bone is in the next room hurts me more. I don't care how much this is going to hurt, I need to be quiet - for him.

" I'm going to punish you one last time. Then you may kill me and take the boy. " He holds my face in his large hand.
" Say yes, princess. "
" No. " I grit. Earning me a punch straight to my nose. Shit.
Before I can react, he's holding me down, lifting my skirt up.
" Fuck you're sexy. " He mutters.
I just silently cry, remembering the plan.
This is the only way I can kill him the way I wanted, by surprise. I want to watch his life slip away over and over again.

I feel him force his way inside of me, whimpering when he does so. Memories of the many nights he did this come flashing through in waves.
" ANDRÉ STOP. " I shout, begging him to get off me. He likes this. He likes hearing me scream.
His rough hand circles around my neck, leaving less air to breathe.
This fucker is trying to kill me.

Thinking of the fastest thing I could, I pretend to want him. Males are so naive.
" Let me ride you, one last time. " I sob out, knowing this is gonna hurt me more then it hurts him.
Within seconds I'm on top, slowly rocking us back and forth.

I lean down, stabbing him in the chest.
" You bitch. " next thing I know, I'm being pounded much rougher and much faster.
" No one will wanna touch you once I'm done, you slut. "
I need to stop this but I can't.
I'm weak. He's breaking me, just like he did when I killed my brother.

The sound of a gunshot draws me from my thoughts.
André goes limp on top of me. He's dead.

" princess, it's me. " T runs over to me, wrapping his arms around me.
" T, we thought you were dead. " I sob.
" I thought I was too princess. " He lifts me off the bed, heading towards the door.

" T, I can't go back. "
" Bullshit. Indi, The club needs you- I need you."
" I killed people T, women - innocent men. "
" I know, André came in screaming about it a lot. " I hug T again, now knowing my actions harmed him too.

****
The ride home was long, it's been 11 hours and 58 minutes  since Kali left, knowing she will be getting ready to share my letter any second now, chills me to my core.

I walk into the clubhouse, telling T to wait outside.
What I walk into is men and women sobbing. Shit did I not make it??

" Kali?! "
" OH MY GOD, you're alive!. "  she crushes me in one of her famous hugs. The men following suit.
" you read them the letter didn't you?. " I state more then ask.
She looks down guilty.

" EVERYONE, I have a present for you all. " as I finish my sentence, T walks in, going immediately to his girl.
The family are back together.
Doc looked over T-bones injuries before letting him loose with the boys and Kali.
Before heading over to me.
" Can I please see you in my clinic, princess. " He whispers.

" what's up Doc?. " I ask sitting on his seat.
" I need to check you over, both physically and mentally. T-bone mentioned something. " at his words, I look down. That snitch.

" Yes Doc, I let him rape me. " weird to hear and doesn't make sense unless you're in the situation. I didn't consent to sex. I consented to being violated.
" Are you sore?. "
" I'm fine. " I lie.
" How are you mentally?. "
" Fine. " I lie again.

After finally having my face cleaned up, Doc let's me head home.
Before mounting my bike, I decide on seeing my family.

" Hey old man. " I try to force a smile.
" I missed you. " He exhales, pulling me in.
After seeing Tara and Chase, I decide it's best to head out.
We are on the hunt for our snitch again since André didn't tell us shit.

I finally open my front door, greeted with the smell of cologne and leather. Ajax.

" What are you doing here?. "
" Doc told me. " my heart falls out of my chest.
" What exactly. " I whisper.
" Where do I start? Between Hacker, T-bone, Kali and Doc, I have a whole fucking novel!. " he shouts.
" Tell me what you know Ajax. Be a man. "

" Okay Savage, where do I begin.
I know how many men and women you killed. I know about the torture you and my sister had pursued. I know about the endless nights of blow torches and the fingers. I know about the nightmares, how you'd blow off steam by finding a new victim. I know about your parents and how they turned you into this blood thirsty monster, how you enjoy the screams and their pleads for life- a second chance. I know how you managed to drag my sister into this but also how the whole time you wanted her out. You refused to wear your cut for weeks, for fuck sake. The sleepless nights and the countless drinks. I know you let him rape you, Indigo. I know it all. Shall I go on?. " the rage is dropping out of him.

Savage. Monster. Killer.

" Goodbye Reaper. " I head towards my room, a bottle of jack in hand.
" we aren't done here, Savage. The club need you- you're not running again. Not from me. "

****

Ajax ended up crashing on the couch, refusing to leave until we finished our " talk ".
In all honestly, the conversation ended the second he voiced my old nickname.
I'm not that person anymore, am I ?.

" Daddy?. " I whimper on the phone. I needed him.
" What's wrong Princess, it's 3am. " Shit, I woke him up.
" I'm lost. I'm completely and utterly lost. "
" I know sweetheart, I know. "

After an hour of talking on the phone to my father, I had decided to get ready for the day.
I knew I wouldn't sleep and I knew I needed to seperate myself from savage, before she takes over.

" Want coffee?. " I'm startled by a shirtless Ajax in my kitchen.
" Sure. Thank you. "
" Cream and sugar? Or has that changed too?. "
" Cream and sugar. Please. " deciding to ignore his comment, I take a seat at the bench.

Have I really changed? Or is this who I am?.
This is who I use to be, if anything - they changed me.
I want my adoptive dad, he always knew what to say. Ofcourse he did- he was just the same.

A coffee cup being placed in front of me drags me from my thoughts.
" Thank you. " I barely whisper.
" I didn't mean what I said, Darlin'. "

" I know - but it's true. I'm a monster. "

Author note -
In the past few chapters I've been exploring a bit more of Indi's past life,
I'm wanting to expand on it a bit more with a bit of a better explanation.
What are your thoughts on this ?.
As much as I'd love to have Indi go back to normal straight away, I can't - and you soon will discoverer why. Some of the things mentioned in this chapter definitely play a part also.

Comment your thoughts on what's happening and your favourite characters!! Xo