Indigo's POVSadly over the span of the past few days, we ended up losing Dylan's mom... but not to cancer, she ended up taking her own life due to the pain of chemotherapy. A pain I hope I will never have to face.
Greeting Dylan today was one of the hardest things I've had to do in a long time, why? Because I've been there and I know how hard it is to wrap your head around the thought of losing a loved one.
It's a pain like no other." Hey, Dylan has been looking for you. " Ajax comes up from behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist.
I reply with a simple okay because heading into the bar." Dyl?. "
" I just needed to know that you were still here, having you close always helps. " I smile at this.
Since we had found out about Dylan's mom, he keeps stating that I remind him of his mother- I take it, him being close to me, is some how making him feel a little better.
Without answering him, I pull him into a hug before assuring him that I'm here." Thank you Princess, I'm just so lost. I swear we don't get a break around here. "
" One day, this will all make sense- I promise you. "******
A few hours pass of us drinking, talking and working on bikes in the shop.
The whole family are here to support Dylan in this tragic time, even Ajax has opened that shell of his to help Dyl is some way.I can't help but think about the events of my life since moving here, although I'm happy, I still feel detached in some way.
The nightmares are still very much there and I still struggle to face T-bone after everything that happened.
The thought of him seeing me in that position with André is enough to have me reaching for the bottle.
My mental health is down the drain and I can't even reach out for help. Not now, not when everything is starting to make sense.It's like I'm a shell of a woman, ready to crash at any given moment.
I'm lost within myself and I just need to find a way to drag myself out of this pit of darkness." There you are!. " An intoxicated Ajax throws his arm over my shoulder. I can smell the liquor radiating off of him.
" Well hello there, big night I see. " I tease the man beside me, elbowing him in the process.
He just chuckles open heartedly before pulling me into a hug." I know this is hard, for the both of us. " ' this ' being the fact Dylan had to face the same heartbreak we once did.
" We will be okay big guy, as will Dylan. " I plant a kiss on his cheek before leading him inside. It's best if we crash here tonight, Ajax is in no state to ride and I personally have my mind elsewhere.On our way through the bar I crash into T-bone. Within seconds, all of the memories from that night come crushing in.
" Princess, are you okay?. " I just nod before dragging Ajax towards our destination. His old room." Give me a kiss pleasssssse. " Ajax begs as if he were a 2 year old asking for the last cookie.
Without hesitation, I pull my man towards me, planting a kiss on his soft, luscious lips. Home. He feels like home.***********************************
Kali's POV.
There are things I want to forget but can't bring myself to push away.
Indigo's face as she takes the life of another man, is one of them. I've never seen such a beast in my life. Ofcourse, this is something I'd never say to her. She's my best Friend.I can tell that she sees it too, is haunted by the memories of our expedition. As much as I wanna reach out, I can't bring myself to, afraid she'd break at any given moment.
I've voiced my concerns to Doc numerous times and every time, he tells me she is fine.
Perhaps I'm just over thinking it all, or perhaps she should receive an Oscar for the best acting.T-bone still has nightmares of the night he seen Indigo and André, if there is one thing I'm grateful for- it's the fact I wasn't there to witness it. The thought alone is soul crushing.
He's spoken out many times about what happened when he was in Andrés' capture, the amount of times he had received a call about the loss of his men. Because of us.
Thankfully though, he never took his anger out on my man. Otherwise, I'd make it rain in hell.**********
Tico's POV:
The loss of my old lady is still fresh in my heart. She was the love of my life, the ruler of my heart. Indigo took her from me, but for me.
She knew what to do and she didn't hesitate for a second. The beast within her had awoken and she was seeing for blood.
I can't believe that my Hannah, my sweet sweet Hannah, did this to us. To the club, and for what? A guy who barely mattered until a few months back.
I still see her face in my mind, before and after, Indigo ripped her to shreds.Over the past few weeks, I have been staying with Indigo and Ajax. They make me feel normal and sane. My best mate and my princess. If only Indigo realised how much I care for her, the way an uncle cares for their favourite niece. I'd kill for that girl, as she did for me- for the club.
I will forever be in debt to her.
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