today wasn't a good day.
my best guy friend (let's call him alfie) is a marine, so he is usually never in the states with me. right now he's in japan. he's roughly 6500 miles away from me right now. he's one of the only people that make me feel good (not counting my wonderful friends on here). i am so worried that he will never make it home, seeing as he's in the armed forces. sometimes i just wish he would come home and stay home. but i realize that is selfish.
my other friend (lets call her eva) got broken up with today. she started crying and there was nothing i could do to make it better because she's been with her boyfriend for almost two years. i feel so bad for her because she doesn't deserve this at all.
my chest also hurt a lot today. it's because i have pleurisy. it's very painful and makes it hard to breath. it'll be okay though, it's normal for me now.
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Casuale"you once told me our fingerprints don't fade from the lives that we touch. is that true for everybody? or was it just poetic bullshit?" ••• this place is mostly depressing, so don't say i didn't warn you.
