𝙄𝘿𝙆 // Actually Stephen & Oddjayalter ᵒⁿᵉˢʰᵒᵗˢ

anything but you (II) 💸

(A/N note: i dont like a/n so do you but this chap contain 🤬 so if your sensitive just pretend you didn't see that or change it (idfc) and its 🔞 but there will be that 13yrs old reading this. (Not judging i read lemon at a very young age too))

Enjoy!

•readers POV•

Everything was blurry when this is happening

But the sensation is there.

I wasn't expecting this

I wasn't expecting Jay to kiss me

But the kiss-

It felt like a heat wave of euphoria

It was so blissful.

But this is just a make-out session

Oh boy! I wish it's only that.

As we go further, our bodies control us. We start jumping to this pool called lust.

Such a never ending pain but the sweet satisfaction was present but only for a moment.

My hands roaming around his back while he breaths around my neck

Leaving trail of kisses

This! Is this what they called love on the brain?

Slowly trying to find my sweet spot around my body.

"Ah! J-jay please s-s-slow do-wn" as i said between my breathing

"Never" he said

This is wrong.
This is so wrong. I should stop this but-

Why. Why can i stop myself. Is it the alcohol or my feelings for him?

Slowly but surely. One by one our clothes are gone. Leaving but our undergarments.

Flustered, embarrassment, body heat, lust, and the cheap alcohol smell.

This is what i could feel right now.

"Jay i thi-nk w-e should s-top." This for the best. I dont to face even more crap if we go any futher.

He stop and asked me this-
"(F/N) why do you want to stop?"

I didn't answer him

Im not going to lie if i say i wasn't enjoying this like come on. A guy you like is having this we called • t e n s i o n •, who doesn't get excited by this but alas this should stop because i don't want to expect him to have feelings for me and blame this to the alcohol next morning.

"What's wrong with this?" He asked

"Jay were friends i dont want to ruin our friendship when we wake up."

After i said that Jay looked me in the eyes and hold my arms. His eyes hold something that i couldn't figure it out. After few second, he stop looking and holding me and sat down to his bed.

"Sorry for the mess." That all he said

"Jay its ok. No hard feelings ok? The alcohol is just taking control of our hoe side like its main bitch so don't worry. Ok!"

"Heh! You're right, i think we should just sleep this away. No offend or anything."

"Jay its alright. I guess we should sleep. Goodnight then."

"Goodnight."

As I lay on his bed and he takes the coach, we just stay quite and tried to sleep and forget what just happen.

but whatever i try-
I cant help to remember the tension that we have. That sweet intoxication of lust-

Such a sweet euphoria adrenaline.

the i realize-

O.M.G Jay and I almost have sex! Thank God we didnt do it, i didn't shave/wax today. That would be embarrassing if he see me having a hairy forrest down there.

Cant wait to leave.