Forgotten...

Chapter 3

I woke up at 8:00am. Class starts at 10:00 so I still have a bit. I looked beside me and Courtney's bed was empty. I started thinking about last night. Jensen. He is distracting me I can't let him in. 'He's a player Dani' I told myself while brushing my teeth.
"Heyyyyoooo" Courtney yelled walking into the room.
"Hey" I said quietly.
"Whats up? You ok?" she asked.
"Not really, I can't stop thinking about him. Its like he really likes me. He almost kissed me Courtney" I looked at her confused.
"He's playing you Dani, don't fall for it"
when she said that my heart dropped. I want him to like me.
"Yeah, I guess your right" I winced when I said those words, I knew it was a lie.
I finished getting ready and left. I stopped at the local coffee shop and grabbed a coffee. Then went to Literature class. I grabbed my seat and waited for the teacher to enter class.
I was distracted by my coffee cup when someone sat next to me.
"Morning" Jensen.
"Hi" I took a gulp of coffee. I really didn't want to talk to him right now.
"So about last night" he began.
"Yeah I know" I can't look at him. I know I'll get lost in those emerald green eyes. But I still did.
"I'm sorry, I don't know what was up with me. You're just so pretty and I dont know" he said.
Don't fall for it. He's lying.
"Its ok I understand" I lied. I really wanted to tell him I enjoyed it but I don't want to lead him on.
He smiled.
"So we're still good?" he asked.
No.
"Yeah" I smiled back.
We talked for the rest of class about random things. I really liked it.
But the whole time I was fighting with myself.
"You wanna grab some lunch?" Jensen asked after class ended.
I looked up at him and smiled.
"Yeah that sounds great"
What am I doing?
We went to a local restaurant called 'The Cactus Club'.
"Hello, my name is Nikki I'll be your waitress today. Can I start you off with any drinks?" she asked.
"I'll have a coke please" Jensen said.
"Uhm.. I'd like an iced tea" I said unsurley.
"Right away, I'll be back to take your order" Nikki smiled only looking at Jensen. Huh?
"I have to use the washroom" I said getting up. Jensen nodded.
What am I doing?! I should not be here. I looked at myself in the mirror, he is not going to play me, no way.
I was walking back to the table when I saw Jensen and Nikki talking and laughing. What the hell? No I'm not gonna take this. I started walking toward the door.
I didn't look back once. I was too mad.
I just went back to my dorm and screamed in my pillow. I'm letting him win by doing this. I need too get my shit together. I can't let him do this not any more. No thank you.
I was so mad. Why am I mad? I shouldn't care what he does. But I do..