Forgotten...

Chapter 15

"Dani?" I heard a croaky voice.
I looked up and saw a confused Jensen looking down at me.
"Hey baby, it's okay, I'm here," I said reassuringly while rubbing the top of his hand.
"I-I don't remember what happened," he said sadly.
"It's okay, just rest," I kissed his lips. As soon as they connected I smiled. I missed him so much.
"I missed you," he whispered nuzzling himself into my hair.
"I missed you more," I said kissing him again. I suddenly remembered about my mom. The thought of what I saw and heard made me hug Jensen so hard.
"Woah, are you okay?" he asked.
"No," I felt myself start to cry so I just kept my head on his chest.
"What's wrong?" he asked seriously.
"My mom she uh," I swallowed a sob "she uhm has cancer," when I said it out loud, it felt 10 times more real.
"Oh, Dani I'm so sorry I wasn't there with you I should've been with you," he said kissing my forehead.
"What happened?" I asked looking up and his face now full of scratches and crusty blood.
He sighed lightly.
"I was going to the store to get some breakfeast, but when I was turning at the intersection a car came through speeding and hit me," he explained.
"Did you see who was driving?" I asked concerned.
"No," he shook his head.
"People these days, trying to just get attention in the wrong ways," I shook my head.
He nodded.
The nurse walked in.
"Alright Jensen let's check your vitals," she said.
"Yay," he said sarcastically winking at me. He sat up and the hospital gown rode up his back revealing his skin. I bit my lip in temptation. He looked back and smiled widely.
"Okay, so far so good. You're improving fast," the nurse laughed.
"What can I say, I have a good support team," he said grabbing my hand and squeezing it lightly.
"I think you can go home in about 2 days," she said before leaving.
"I've been wanting to sleep with you again, for sooo long," he exaggerated.
"You've only been here a day!" I laughed.
"Thats so long baby, I've missed you so much," he said leaning into my neck and kissing it. I couldn't help but whimper a little.
"Jensen, not here," I didn't mean those words. I wanted him. Now. Not later now.
"C'mon babe, I know you want too," he chuckled deeply against my skin.
"We can't just have sex in a hospital room," I laughed pushing closer to him.
"Aw, why not?" he asked kissing me softly.
"Coz... you.... need.... to... heal" I said in between kisses.
"Just a little bit?" he whispered.
"I'm not losing my virginity in a hospital Jensen Ackles," I said sternly.
"Fine, can we just intensely make out then?" he asked smiling.
"Yes," I smiled back lunging at him.

After our makeout fight Jensen fell asleep again. I decided to go down to get some food. I was waiting for the elevator when my mom came beside me.
"You're still here?" she asked.
"Yup," I said not looking at her. I know she needs me at her side but, she lied.
"Why?" she asked pushily.
I just shrugged and looked at her.
"Daneel, don't do this to me not here not now,"
"Why didn't you tell me?" I raised my voice.
"Daneel, I didn't want you to worry,"
"What stage?"
She just looked at me.
"What stage!"
"3, 3" she started crying.
"So it's untreatable?" I asked fighting the tears.
She just nodded.
"How long have you known?" I didn't even care I was fighting with my mom in the middle of a hospital hallway.
"A couple months," she said quietly.
"Dammit mom!" I yelled running my fingers through my hair.
"I can't get a hold of your brother, do you think you can call him for me?" she asked.
"And tell him your dying and we can't do anything about it?" I said harshly.
She was going to say something but didn't.
"Look, mom you need to tell me these things, I'm not dad. I won't leave you. I'll always be there for you, you know that," I walked up to her and hugged her.
"I'm sorry baby, just with you having the stress of school and everything I didn't want to stress you more," she explained.
"I know mom, I'm sorry for yelling," I apoligized. She nodded.
"I have someone I want you to meet," I blurted out.
"Oh? A boy?" she smiled.
"That's the Lisa I know," I smiled tucking my arm around her. We walked toward Jensen's room, and walked in.