Forgotten...

Chapter 16

When we walked in Jensen was just waking up. My mom looked at me surprised.
"Mom this is Jensen, Jensen this is my mom," I said introducing them to each other.
"Hello Jensen looks like you were in a nasty crash?" My mom questioned.
"I guess so I don't really remember much," he said looking down to the ground.
"I see," she said looking at me. "Well I should get going call me later Dani," she said walking toward the door. I ran up to her and embraced her into a hug
"I love you mom," I whispered on her shoulder. She smiled and walked out.
"She seems nice," Jensen said sitting up.
"She is, she's just broken," I said sadly.
He nodded.
"Come here," he patted the spot bedside him.
I slowly walked up to him. I sat gingerly beside him. He nuzzled his head into the crook of my neck.
"Dani I wanna go home, back to us, me and you," he whined.
"We don't even live together," I laughed.
"But we can!" He shot up.
"What? Jensen I've known you 4 weeks, we can't just move in together," I laughed sarcastically.
"But I love you.." He whispered.
I looked up at him.
"What?"
"Daneel,I truly love you,"
Is this real? This can't be real. Did he just say he loves me?
"Dani?" I heard his voice from outside my thoughts.
"You love me?" Is all I could manage to say.
"Yes, since the moment I laid eyes on you in that hallway," he smiled.
"I mean I don't know what to say Jensen," the truth is I loved him but I didn't know if it was real yet. I didn't want to ruin the moment so I just laid back on his chest and listened to his heart.
"I love you too," I said nuzzling closer to his neck.
He kissed my forehead gently, I looked up at him so he could kiss my lips. He did just that, a sweet, gentle, soft, lustful kiss. He deepened the kiss making me smile widely.
"What's so funny?" He asked, still kissing me.
"You," I pushed myself closer to him. I want him so bad to feel him, all of him.
It's like he read my mind cause he slowly began lifting my baggy sweater. I let him, but when he went to my shirt I stopped him.
"Not here," I said reminding him.
He frowned and nodded. He kissed my lips one more time then laid back on the hospital bed.
"Goodnight babe." He said quietly. I leaned back on his chest.
"Goodnight."

{next morning}
I woke up to a bunch of beeping. I looked at Jensen's monitor and it was going nuts. He had white foam coming out of his mouth and that's when I knew it was bad.
"NURSE NUUUURSE," I yelled jumping off the bed.
Jensen began to seize and I just lost it. He was perfectly fine last night, how could he just decrease like this? The nurse came in and immediately injected some liquid into Jansens IV.
"How long has he been like this?" She asked holding him down.
"Like 3 minutes I just woke up and he was frothing out of his mouth," I explained crying wildly.
"I think he is just reacting to the medicine we gave him, is he allergic to morphine?" She asked.
"He nev- yes." I said remembering when he told me what happened when he was little. "Oh my god is he going to be okay?!" I asked beyond worried.
"He's going to be fine," the nurse said as Jensen stopped moving.
"Oh baby," I walked up and took his hand. I kissed his forehead.
"He should wake up soon, when he does call me." The nurse said walking out of the room.
I just sat there crying on Jensen's chest. I just sat there. I couldn't stop thinking about what would happen if I'd lost him. That made me cry harder.
"Hey hey hey," I heard a girls voice. Courtney.
"I can't take this anymore!" I yelled. It was true it was just too much.
"I know I know, I would do exactly what your doing if this was Jared. But would Jensen want you to stand here crying?" She asked.
"He just had a seizure Courtney," I sighed. "I can't not cry, he's my world."
"Daneel, I'm, I don't even know what to say." She came up and hugged me.
"He's going to be fine I know he is, I've known him longer than his own dad. This guy has been through way worse trust me," Jared said wrapping his long arms around us.
"I hope so," I said kissing Jensen's hand. "I really really hope so,"