Forgotten...

Chapter 10

I made it to my room and closed the door leaning against. I slid  down it and instantly started crying again. How could he do this to me? Make me  trust him, then just throw it all away. I can't handle this. Suddenly I heard my phone going off, I looked and it was my mom. I answered immediately.

        "Mom," I sniffled.

"Honey what's wrong?" the worry in her voice strong.

        "I'm sorry I didn't mean to," I sobbed.

"Daneel, what are you talking about?" her worry still strong, with some anger.

     "I've been drinking again," I finally said.

I heard her start crying. "Oh, baby," she said.

     "Mom, I miss you so much, I'm sorry, I didn't know what I was doing" I lied.

"I know honey, it's okay, get some sleep and call me tomorrow as soon as you wake up," she sighed.

     "Okay," I breathed.

"I love you baby," she said.

     "I love you mom," I said then hung up.

I decided to take a shower, no bath, to try and sober myself up. I made it extremely hot and when I stepped in it burned. I liked the feeling though, it calms me. I just sat in the tub, thinking about how to go back to normal, back to before I ran into Jensen. Jensen. My thoughts starting fill him, his smile, his laugh, his kiss. I started crying again. How can one stupid guy have such an impact on you? Ugh. 

I finally got out and went straight to bed. My dreams were full of Jensen, making out with every single girl but me.

"Dani, psst, Daaaani," I heard a womams voice said.

    "Go away," I said pulling the sheets over my aching head.

"Dude you're late," it was Courtney.

     "I'm not going," I said yawning.

"What? Why?" she asked surprised "And where did you go last night?" 

 I sighed. 

"I left," I said avoiding eye contact.

         "No shit, I'm asking why?"

"Cause, I don't really wanna talk aboutit," memories from lat night came into my mind and I shuddered.

     "Jensen was looking for you, he looked really worried," she said.

 I looked at the floor.

  "What happened?" she asked taking a seat beside me.

  "I-I found him and another girl making out," I stuttered.

 She sighed.

"I told you not to fall for him," she brushed her fingers through her red hair.

   "I know, I know," I whined.

"I'm sorry, I really am" she lightly patted my back.

  "You were right from the beggining I should have listened to you," I said wanting to cry again, but I pushed back the tears.

"Let's go shopping and take your mind off of things," she recommended smiling.

  "That sounds fantastic," I smiled back hugging her.

  I didn't really feel like getting ooberly dressed up so I juat threw on my Lu-Lu lemon leggings with a Three Days Grace baggy pullover sweater, which I got from the concert a couple years ago. Courtney was stunning, wearing a white short skirt and a tanish top tha tucked into the skirt.Her makeup complimented her eyes so well, to be honest, I was jealous of how pretty she was.

  "Ready?" she asked smiling.

I nodded and followed her out the door.

"So where do ya wanna go first?" she asked pulling out of the parking lot.

   "I don't know, maybe LaSenza?" I asked.

:Sounds goood, I need a new bra anyways" she laughed.

We arrived at LaSenza and were greeted by a short, young blonde.

  "Hi can I help you guys?" she smiled. I just examined her, she looked so familiar.

 "Yeah, my friend and I are looking for some new bras," Courtney said giving me a strange look.

  "Well you came to the right place," the girl laughed.

It was starting to annoy me how she looks like someone I know. I thought about all the short blondes I know and just couldn't see it.

 "These ones really catch the eyes of the guys, if you know what I mean," she winked.

  "You bitch," I said out loud.

Courtney looked at me with her jaw wide.

  "Excuse me?" the girl said.

"It was you," I scoffed.

  "I beg your pardon? What do you mean?" I could tell she knew exactly what I meant.

"You just couldn't resist the temptation could you?" I asked feeling the anger gather inside me.

  "Oh, now I remember," she smiled evily.

"Okay,I'm so lost it's not even funny," Courtney inturrupted.

   "This is the bitch that couldn't keep her legs closed for Jensen," I explained giving her the stink eye.

   "How about we go to a different store?" Courtney said tugging on my shirt.

"Yeah, go run to mommy about your cheating boyfriend," the blonde fake whined.

Thats it.

"Shut the fuck up!" I ran up to her and punched her in the nose.

She fell back, holding her nose. Blood started dripping from it and my hand started to sting, I ignored the feeing.

   "HEy hey now what's ging on here?" a security guard said.

 "S-She broke my nose!" the slut whined.

"Miss I'm gunna have to ask you and your friend to leave," the tall man asked politley.

"My pleasure, c'mon Court," I smiled widley walking out of the store.

  "What the hell Dan? I thought you were over him?" she yelled.

"She made him do it Curt, I know by the look in her eyes," I said walking.

 "You broke her nose," she laughed.

I joined her.

"Nobody messes with me, or they'll get their asses whooped," I laughed.

I looked forward again seeing someine I hoped I would never see again.

 Jensen.