rockstar | c. baker

nine - hotel head

amanda
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*smut warning*
{you're welcome in advance hehe}

it's been a surreal experience to be on tour.

we've only been on the road for a few days but it seems like a life time.

all the hotels, private flights, after parties, it's like a life i've never lived.

colson and i have been great so far.

he's sweet, caring, and gentle.

basically everything i ask for in a guy.

and knowing that he's great with kids makes everything twice as attractive.

i know he's a good six years older than me but age isn't a crazy thing in my eyes.

unless it's on some pedo shit.

he's more mature and isn't some college kid who wants to mess around.

he has a steady career and knows what he wants to do with his life.

i genuinely feel happy whenever i'm around him, and i haven't felt this way in a long time.

it's like time stops whenever i'm with him.

he makes everyday feel like an amazing adventure.

i've never dated any one in the music industry and to be honest it's thrilling.

to see what he does everyday and see how happy it makes him, it's the most eye opening experience.

it makes me wonder what i really want to do with my life.

where i want to be twenty years down the line.

but all of this is just the honeymoon phase, right?

"baby! look at this feast i've brought us."
colson shouts as he drags the room service tray over to the bed.

"what'd you get?"
walking out of the bathroom, i ask him attentively.

"got you some nuggs and myself some pizza. and of course, each of us fries."
he smirks opening the lids on the food.

"my favorite."

a wide smile forms on his face, victorious with his food choices.

watching as he begins to fix his plate, i snake my arms around his shirtless torso, hugging him close to my body.

"aye, you're hands are freezing."

laughing he rubs his hands against mine and then returns to eating his food.

i begin to pepper small kisses around his back, my arms still holding him close to me.

"baby, eat your food."
he turns so now he's facing me.

"i want something else for dinner."
i smirk up at him, and he smiles cheekily.

"eat this first, then we'll-"

stopping him mid-sentence, i drop to my knees and pull his shorts down, along with his boxers.

"woah baby, baby, chill."
he sets his food down on the tray.

i don't stop what i'm doing though, besides his protests.

i place my hands on his already stiff member and start pumping it slowly.

he lets out a small moan as i wrap my mouth around him, taking all of him in.

his head rolls back in pure pleasure at my mercy.

bobbing my head up and down slowly, i place my hand on his left leg, with the other pumping what i can't take.

"fuck, baby."
he moans out, pulling my hair into a make shift ponytail.

i smirk slightly at the weakness he has under my touch.

i continue my magic until he's close, which he lets me know by thrusting himself farther, hitting the back of my throat.

hallowing my cheeks, taking all of him this time, i twirl my tongue around his tip, sending him over the edge.

the warm, salty liquid releases in my mouth, and i pull his member out slowly.

swallowing the contents in my mouth, i stand up smirking at the now euphoric colson.

"holy shit baby. did you just swallow?"
he kisses my lips aggressively.

nodding lightly, i earn a cheeky smile and another kiss from him.

"you're the best at everything. you know that?"
he tackles me on to the king sized bed.

"only for you."
chuckling, i smile.

his hands attack my sides as we wrestle each other.

he knew that tickling was my weakness.

"amanda, can i tell you something?"

his tone is serious and i settle down into bed, laying next to him.

"yeah, what is it?"

he has an almost nervous look on his face, which makes me a bit uneasy.

"i think... i think i might- i might love you."

when those words escape his lips my heart stops.

we've only been seeing each other for a few weeks and he's already saying he loves me?

"you love me?"
i reply in a state of shock.

"yeah, i think i fucking do."

his eyes scan my face, trying to read it for any kind of reaction.

"colson, i don't know what to say."

"i'm sorry. i know i sprung it on you so quickly."

"no it's just that.."

i pause for a moment unsure of if what i'm about to say is crazy or insanely amazing.

"yeah?"
his eyes lock on mine.

"i think i love you too."

he smiles widely peppering kisses all over my face.

i know it is still early, but everything about him made me fall head over heels.

he was my weakness and i was his.

we both were like each other's own brand of heroine.

keeping each other high with every moment we shared.

until all hell broke loose.

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