*warning : heavy part
"Oh, hi Kells" said Camz shyly pushing her model boyfriend aside.
"...Camila..." Colson looked so confused, so pale like there wasn't any blood in his body. "I...i didn't know you were here...uh...i...i came to see Lauren."
"Hello. Nice to meet you, bro. I'm Shawn - Camila's boyfriend." He greeted us warmly but to be honest i didn't like him even though he seemed nice.
"I'm Lauren, Camila's roommate and this is Colson..."
"Your boyfriend?"
"Uh, no dude, she...." Kelly tried to say but i kicked him to shut up
"Uhm, yes, something like that..." I took his hand and leaded him outside the room. "Excuse us."
"Colson, i'm flattered that you came to see me but what the fck is happening!?"
"See, Lo, she's my ex..." He muttered.
"Who?! Camila?!"
"Yeah but... She left me for Shawn..."
"I'm so sorry Kells..." I sighed.
"It's okay, Lauren". He took a deep breath trying to avoid any eye contact.
"No, Kells, it's... it's not. You don't have to pretend you're okay when you're not."
"But i am!" He said banging his fist on the wall.
"This shit sucks!" I whispered looking straight into his eyes.
"It. It does, Lauren. It really does."
"Do you still love her?"
" Well, it's not that i love her... It's that i hate myself. She made me hate myself." I could feel his voice cracking.
"Dude..." I put my hands on his shoulder. "Please, don't..."
"I'm unlovable!" He cried. "Nobody can love a monster like me!"
"No...Kells... please... Listen to me... Are you?! Did you?!" I was crying seeing him on the floor. I knew he was high...but actually low, lower that hell...
"Goodbye, Lauren. Please don't be mad at me for this..." He whispered with his last breath and kissed me.
"I'm not mad for this but i'm mad for your death. I'm mad but not at you, i'm mad at the pain you overdosed. The pain we overdosed..."
"Good night, Lo."
"Nurse! Help!" I shouted. "You won't die, Kells..."
"I'm already dead, Lo. Good night."
"No, Colson!"
I fell down on the floor crying. It was getting darker and darker. Goodnight...
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Overdose (camren)
FanfictionLauren did some stupid things at Halsey's party and got driven to the hospital. To be honest she overdosed. Actually who can blame her? Her life was falling apart. She was alone and empty but then she got a roommate in the hospital - the sweet Camil...
