Sencen twins (COMPLETED!!)

The one where she couldn't take it anymore

Lily's pov
An hour later

"I think we're gonna head home." Emma yawned, leaning her head on Dylan's shoulder.

"Okay." I nodded as Dylan stood up with emma, his arm around her waist.

"Cmon rose." Dylan called and rose looked up at them.

"Already?!" She whined as the four of us walked to the front doors.

"You can come back tomorrow." Cole promised as he swooped down and picked rose up.

"Can I sleep over tomorrow?" She asked with an excited smile, putting her hands on Cole's shoulders.

"Sure thing baby." I smiled at her.

When rose was born it was the hardest thing to be around her. I can't have my own baby. So it makes it very hard for me to see other babies. It only reminds me about the lovely joy I will never be have or experience all my immortal life. So when rose was a baby, I didn't like hanging out much around her. And as rude as it sounds, it was impossible for me. Emma and Dylan totally understood my struggle and would never ask me to be around Rosalie. But when I forced myself to, either I would cry or feel like I was suffocating. Cole would always be there to hold me when I ended up sobbing for what I couldn't have.

Now that I was seeing Dylan and emma so happy with rose, it was making me sad. I didn't know why. Rose was 4 years old and by the time she turned two I ended up being okay. So for the past 3 years of her life, the same amount of time cole and I have been married for, I've good been with rose. I love her endlessly and even if I couldn't be around her before, my love and care for her wouldn't ever falter. She slept over at our house a lot and we hung out at least twice every week. Either I played dress up with her, had a tea party, watched her favorite movie, or shopped at Atlantis.

After Dylan and emma left with rose it felt like I was suffocating. I didn't know what was wrong. I clutched my chest, gasping for air.

Cole grabbed my shoulder, looking at me with wide eyes.

"What's wrong lily?" He asked quickly, leaning down to meet my eyes.

"I-I don't know." I mumbled, shrugging out of his grip and walking to the kitchen for a glass of water.

As I walked I thought quickly, letting my mind race with thoughts. I've been good with rose for years. Why was my body reacting the way I did when she was first born now? I wanted a baby, that was one part of why I was acting like this now.

My heart sped up as I ran to the kitchen.

I wanted a child so bad.

It had been 3 years since Cole and I've been married and I wanted a baby with him.

My knees buckled and I dropped to the ground. I heard Cole's strangled gasp resound through the kitchen from behind me. He ran and fell to his knees in front of me.

"What happened?" He shouted, not angry with me but frustrated that I wasn't answering.

I couldn't take it.

I broke out into sobs. I clutched my chest as fat tears rolled down my cheeks. I was unable to stop them. Maybe I was able to, but I didn't try. I didn't care to. Cole grabbed me in a hug, holding me tightly. He picked me up and stood up.