The First Time

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    The years go by and we still still flirt like crazy. Now we then went through puberty my hips coming in, that man gettin taller and finer. And we stil us. Though we weren't in a relationship that was my love. We had the strangest relationship but that's what worked for us.
       I can remember the day like it was yesterday.  May 27th 2015 was the day we crossed that line. I'm cleaning my room. I had just finished wiping my furniture down. Then my phone buzzed.

Jeremy: Tinkk
Me: What
J: Fuck you
Me: When
J: Now
Me: it's too early
J: It's never too early, meet me in the laundry room
Me: lmaooo wtf
J: lol I'm jp but I'm finna come to your room
Me: lol leave me alone
J: meet me in the back
Me: Why must you play so much
J : You still in Big Mama room
Me: No I'm in mines
J: Alright here I come
Me: She gone treat yo ass stop playing tfsee
J: Not if I come through your window
Me: You ain't bold
J: You wanna bet.

        So I go to grab my clothes out of the dryer and I come back to my room and this man is coming out of my closet then scared the hell outta me. We buss up laughing and I put him out. But this had my mind wondering.
    
         Now I wasn't a virgin. No I was not a hoe. I lost my virginity young letting a nigga pressure me. That's my biggest downfall. I look back and really regret that  partially but it made me strong willed. Now Jeremy he made my body tingle and we ain't never did nothing. I thought about it but never did it but tonight was the night. Some hours go by my room finally complete. I then took a bubble bath then put on some cute little pajammas and texted jeremy to come on and climb through my window . And with no hestitation my boy slid through.

        He came on business. He came in got right to it. He gave me the best kiss and he stripped me. Now as I'm actually naked now I'm just thinking like girl you is not really doing this. But I was. And it was honestly one of the most special nights of my life.
       The next few days All I could think about was the feelings he gave me. That was bomb af. We decided to keep it lowkey. Now we wasn't no secret the whole family knew how we felt about but we decided to keep certain parts to ourselves for now.

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