The next morning I awoke feeling totally different. Not in a bad way but just different. From the time I got out that bed till i got back in that bed that night all that was on her mind was Jeremy. Meanwhile Jeremy was acting nonchalant still so Nae knew to play my impart. I felt real bubbly inside, i was used to being geeked over him but not geeked like that. This was different. Later that night Jeremy hit me up cause he wanted the cookie. I was feening so you know what happened next Jeremy came right on the spot. This time wasn't no different then the first... Bomb as fuck. But still nobody needed to know. Everybody suspected cause like I've said everybody knew it was something between us they just didn't wanna tell.
The next few days we pretty much went about things as we normally would. Jeremy was slightly distant but that's just Jeremy.
Now we kinda chilled out on each other for awhile. I became friends with this bitch name Keisha. She was cool a lil lame but cool. Ole girl had the clout it's 2015 everybody wanted clout. Me being thick i had a little bit so me and Keisha started chasing that shit.
Keisha was a senior and I was only a freshman but we clicked. Ke became one of us pretty much. She liked Jeremy Brother Noah. She practically lived here too. I used to go to her crib sometimes but not really. Her daddy was bipolar as fuck. He will kick it with you and magically dislike you for no reason shit was mad weird. Now her mom had Sickle cell so she'd be sick often but that lady was a tough cookie. Sick and all she got her ass up and went to work that's my girl there. Now you wondering you talking bout her parents where the fuck is yours. My mama live here too. Now don't think my mama just let me run wild cause that's not the case Sabrina will put her foot all the way in my ass if she knew the half. She just knew I wasn't out of control so she didn't worry too much. But if she knew about certain shit I'd be a dead lil bitch. Now my daddy he don't give a fuck. I'm the black sheep of his kids. To tell you the truth I don't think he ever wanted me. Now my baby brother and little sister he'd do whatever for them. When it came time for me he ain't have it.
My daddy broke my heart before any nigga really could. I always felt like I wasn't worthy to be his daughter. Now my sister Kayliah he always put her on a pedestal from us being little girls still to this day. He love to talk about what I fucked up on what I'm not doing all that. He used that shit as an excuse not to be a daddy and my mama wasn't no better cause she tried to say it was my fault too. So ima girl with daddy issues. I won't front lack of love from my daddy made me look for love in the wrong places.
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Dear Jeremy
General FictionA story of a young girl who falls head over heels for a boy shes loved since she was a child. She soon learns all that glitters aint gold And the heartbreak from this would soon leave her cold. What will she do? Who could she run to ?
