The Bully

Could it get worse?

A party at Jasmine's. Sleepover from 5pm to 8am. What Rick and I were excited about, because we planned it to be the best day of our lives. The plan was to get drunk, then get all over each other on the sofa, endless sweet words, passion, sparks flying...but it turned out to be the end of my life.

Rick, Jack, Zack, Vic and I came there at 5pm and started drinking. Joseph- Laura's ex, Niall- Rick and Vic's classmate, Phil- Jasmine's ex classmate and Harley- Jasmine's girlfriend were all already there.
It was all great until 9:30pm. We all went downstairs and said bye to Joseph, Phil and Harley who had to go to the train station to go home.

Downstairs, Jasmine sat next to Rick on the sofa and spread her legs:"Rick, fuck me."
I was sitting at the table and I just chuckled at first.
Then she got serious:"Rick, I'm horny. Fuck me. Now."
So I said:"Jasmine, what the fuck. Stop."
"Oh my God, I'm so wet!" She said excitedly.
"Jasmine? Are you kidding me? Stop that right now!" I said a bit louder and felt tears in my eyes. My friend is seducing my...ah...not even boyfriend...
Jasmine moaned:"Show me how you play your guitar!"
And I lost it. I threw my glass on the floor and stormed upstairs. My friend is seducing Rick.

I was going upstairs and Niall came behind me:"Are you okay?"
I looked at him with probably the reddest eyes ever.
Then I went to cry in the bathroom. I didn't hurt myself. Because after today I just stop talking to her and it's done. Rick loves me, so he wouldn't do anything.
Jack knocked on the door and said:"Taylor...come out please."
So I wiped my tears and stepped outside.
"Now you see that he's the biggest idiot. I'm so sorry." He said and I was confused. Rick did nothing wrong.
So I decided to go downstairs to wrap my arms around him.

"I would suggest you don't go downstairs now..." Niall stopped me.
Why shouldn't I? It's just horny Jasmine, in the end.
I started walking downstairs and Jack and Niall were repeating behind me:"Taylor...I'm sorry...don't"
But I still didn't get it? Horny Jasmine begging half-asleep drunk Rick to fuck her isn't that bad actually. He didn't move when we were upstairs, so he can't really fuck her. And...he keeps repeating how that's the last thing he'd do. So...

But I wish you all could hear me yell at the top of my lungs. What I saw wasn't as bad as I thought. It was many times worse. It wasn't kissing. It was the worst scenario ever: his tounge in her pussy, while she's having an orgasm.
"Ahhh fuck, Rick don't stop now, I'm pissing, oh my God, I'm gonna come! Do it faster!" She was moaning, but Rick got up and started staring into the distance as if he is having the biggest flashback on his whole life.
"WHAT THE FUCK?!" I yelled louder than ever. Everyone winced. "JASMINE??" I yelled louder, making her wink. I was staring at her with the most disappointed look I could give her. "RICK???" I yelled even louder and got the guiltiest face ever in response.
My legs couldn't support me anymore, so I collapsed. Jasmine was looking at me when she realized what just happened. Rick's face was in his hands. Vic, who is never the emotional one, gave Rick the angriest face ever:"Rick...you have no idea what you just did..." And then Jack lost his mind:"RICK ARE YOU INSANE?! ARE YOU MENTALLY UNSTABLE?! HOW ON EARTH DID YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT DOING THIS?! NO MATTER THE FACT THAT FOUR PEOPLE ARE YELLING AT YOU LIKE CRAZY TO STOP?! RICK I'VE NEVER SEEN ZACK YELL SO LOUD IN 19 YEARS OF HIS LIFE, YET YOU DIDN'T STOP?!" Rick just shrugged and looked at Jack:"I fucked up." Jack has never been so furious, but I stood up:"OH YES! YOU FUCKED UP ALOT ACTUALLY! Rick...why? AFTER EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO ME IN THE PAST MONTH, YOU DO THIS?! I WAS NEVER ENOUGH FOR YOU APPARENTLY! AND I WON'T BE ENOUGH FOR ANYONE ELSE, BECAUSE NO ONE WILL EVER BE ABLE TO DATE ME IN MY LIFE!"
Niall stayed in the living room and kept yelling at Rick, and just then Berth walked into the house:"Sorry I'm late guys! Let's get this party started!" But he stopped as soon as he saw the scene. Berth and Niall were now in the living room, yelling at Rick, while the other guys led me to the hallway and wanted to make me go upstairs, but instead of taking the stairs, I stopped at a wall and stared at it.
"Taylor...no." Jack said quietly. But it didn't help. I slammed my head against the wall, leaving a bloodstain there. It made everyone go completely silent. They were all so heartbroken by what just happened. But I wasn't. I felt everything. I was going insane.
"RICK, I HOPE YOU HEARD THAT!" Vic yelled into the living room.
But Jasmine came out:"I'm so sorry Taylor, please, don't bump your head again, I love you..."
But I wasn't playing that game:"NO. YOU FUCKING DON'T! NO ONE DOES!" And I slammed my head even harder, getting a concussion while sobbing like never before.
She kept repeating that over and over again, Rick also came to watch the scene with the numbest expression I've ever seen him with, and eventually...I slapped her. Not just a bitch slap. I slapped her so hard that that hoe didn't know where she is.
I looked around me. Six faces, with teary eyes, begging me to stop. One face with a red mark on it. And one face staring blankly into the floor.
"I'm sorry..." Jasmine said again, but it was too late. I pushed her, slamming her against the wall, made her fall to the floor, then I wanted to jump on her, but Vic grabbed me by my jacket:"Ey, ey...Taylor, calm down."
I had never been so angry. I had never cried this much. I had never hit anyone. I had never been so loud. I slammed my head into the wall again. Harder this time. It was one of the most painful things I ever did, but it didn't even compare to what I saw a few minutes ago. "I WON'T CALM DOWN! THIS IS IT, GUYS! THIS IS IT! Rick you knew it...you fucking knew it!" I was yelling and Rick asked in confusion:"Knew what?"
I was getting louder and louder:"YOU WERE THE LAST ONE! YOU WERE THE ONE I WAS STAYING ALIVE FOR! YOU WERE THE REASON I DIDN'T SWALLOW THE PILLS AND CALL IT QUITS!YOU WERE THE ONLY PERSON LEFT IN MY LIFE! AND YOU FUCKING RUINED IT!"
He didn't dare to look me in my eyes, he just quietly said:"So...you weren't joking when you said that?"
It was his turn to get slapped:"RICK! I NEVER LIED TO YOU ABOUT ANYTHING, UNLIKE YOU! YOU FUCKING PATHOLOGICAL LIAR! YOU FUCKING SOCIOPATH! WHY WASN'T I ENOUGH? WHY WEREN'T YOUR FINGERS IN MY PUSSY? WHY WASN'T I - so called TayTay - THE ONE THAT TOOK YOUR VIRGINITY? YOU SAID YOU WANT ME TO BE YOUR FIRST ONE! YOU SAID IT! AND DON'T YOU DARE, DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE TO DENY ANYTHING!"
Jack put an arm on my shoulder:"Hey...Taylor. Breathe. It's not the end of the world."
"YES! YES IT FUCKING IS! YOU ARE WRONG, FUCKED AND OVERRATED, I THINK I'M GONNA BE SICK AND IT'S YOUR FAULT! THIS IS THE END OF EVERYTHING, YOU ARE THE END OF EVERYTHING!" My sobs were becoming heavier and heavier.
That was when I hit the wall with my fist and then cried out in pain:"FUCKING HELL!!!"
It was bleeding. I couldn't move my pinkie finger. I still can't. A huge black bruise appeared soon.
"Taylor, you can't destroy yourself just because of that stupid asshole." Jack said.
"BUT I PROMISED! REMEMBER RICK? IF YOU LEAVE ME THEN I'LL END MY LIFE? NO, OF COURSE YOU DON'T! YOU DON'T REMEMBER ANY OF OUR PROMISES! CHEATING IS THE MOST DISGUSTING THING EVER, TAYLOR I SWEAR TO EVERYTHING I HAVE, THAT I'D NEVER DO SUCH THING! BUT HEY, IT'S FINE! YOU TECHNICALLY DIDN'T CHEAT...BECAUSE YOU'RE FUCKING SINGLE!!"
Niall was confused:"Rick...your girlfriend just dumped you..."
"NO, NIALL! I DIDN'T DUMP HIM! I CAN'T DUMP HIM BECAUSE WE WEREN'T TOGETHER IN THE FIRST PLACE! TELL THEM RICK! TELL THEM HOW YOU ASKED ME TO BE YOURS! TELL THEM!"
Niall looked at Rick, as if he's making him sick:"Rick...is this true? She isn't your girlfriend?"
Rick just shook his head:"I never asked her..."
Jack was mortified:"Rick...you were telling us blatant lies? You never...you didn't even...I'm lost for words, man..."
Now it was Vic's turn to slap him:"RICK YOU'RE RETARDED! I don't know you anymore! What happened to that loyal Rick? The Rick that was the happiest when TayTay was around? The Rick whose eyes lit up like jewels when talking about TayTay? THE NOT DICKHEAD RICK?!"