A few weeks have past now and a lot has happened already. My mom and dad including Luke and Lexi's parents talked to Angie and Josh. They were angry, dissapointed, shocked and betrayed on both sides of the family. I still refuse to talk to Angie. Luke and Lexi have talked to them and apparently she asked about me but I don't care.
Luke and Baby Kentucky, that's what we call Brianna because she's the youngest and she's from Kentuckey, sadly aren't together but fortunately they're still friends which is great. We are now all single. All the break ups were mutual so now we still remain friends. Which is good. They were nice.
I miss the comfort of knowing someone would do anything to make me happy but I like the single life.
I'm really tired at the moment so I think I'm just going to hit the sac. I'm really sad at the moment actually.
Not long ago, I started working in the French section of the boat at a store that sells fair trade products called Le Magasin du Monde, which means The World Shop, rough translation really but that's pretty much it. I don't get paid or anything but it's good to know you're doing this for a good cause. I volonteer there anytime I can and I made a couple good friends there so I enjoy my time spent.
One boy works there named Olivier. He's nice but annoys me as if I was his little sister. The rest of the 5 people who work there are girls. There's Beatrice, who's really tall, Sarah, who's much of a perfectionist but a good advice giver, Alina-Gabriela, a cute quirky kid who seems happy all the time, Kathryn, a twisted, dirty-minded, crude joking person who can always make me laugh, and Rebecca, who's probably one of the weirdest, nicest and easiest people to talk to.
The down side to the job is this one client, Lilier. He's the president of ass town. He just insult every thing about you. Like for fucks sake!!!! Get a filter for your mouth!!! He judges you the minute he sees you. Kat's a hippy because she always wears shorts, I'm the bitch because to him I act like one. Ok maybe yes I do with him but come on!!! Would you just stand there and let someone insult you and your friends?? Well I don't! I stand up for the people I love.
This other guy Jerry is the president of idiots ville. He also needs a filter. He told me I look like a pitbull. Apparently I have the face of a pitbull. Alina is a bear. The fuck?!?!?!
We all have self-esteem issues and just right now I feel like huddling myself in ball and crying my eyes out.
Tomorow is Christmas so I bloody hope it'll be good. I need it to. I've honestly lost hope in everything. Doubting myself, my life, those I trusted, those I trust, those I've loved and those I love.
What if everything you have ever done, you're suddenly doubting. That's why I'm not feeling 100% this Christmas Eve. Maybe I just need a good night's sleep. Now befire my eye lids close on me I better hit the haystack.
Author's Note:
The boy in the picture is not who plays Olivier and the girl wearing the purple bikini top is not in the story.
Hope you like it :)
Like and comment if you want me to update :)
Sorry it took so long :( had no inspiration finally found it and now I feel much better :)
