I am happy. Izzy and I have made up. I found out Marcus talked her into speaking with me and saying sorry. That's why I love him.
SORRY.
Like him. Ugh, that's the only down side in my life right now. So Izzy said sorry for the first time in forever, (not going to break into a frozen song) I'm part out Marcus's friendship group and his friend Sam, the Jason Derulo guy, is winking at me all the time. It really confuses me and I really don't like him.
I've become famous as well. Soph came up to me the other day and said I was now almost as popular as her. She said to back off and that no one really likes me, but I know she's just plain jealous that she doesn't have what I have. And all the boys stare at me which makes me feel so good since it never happened before.
I feel like people care about me. I never get chosen last, Marcus broke up with Jazz, which I feel mean saying I'm happy about it when I'm sure Jazz must be so upset, but I'm not going to lie I am happy. Jazz should have noticed how love struck I was in Pizza Express. Not my problem.
To be honest, I'm changing. I'm still good at school, never late and a good student. But I'm starting to think less about others and more about me. Which is good because before, I was so worried about making everyone angry and hurt, I didn't think I could hurt myself. Like when I friend zoned myself with Marcus.
Which is still happening but I feel the chance of me and Marcus getting together is more likely now I'm liked and popular. What Izzy was saying about him being popular. Now I am too. Whoop!
It's a good life. If you really try for the things you like, you have a shot in turning them into things you love.
I've learnt that from Marcus.
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Always || Narcus
Ficção AdolescenteNiomi is a shy girl in high school, with good grades and a best friend but she feels something is missing. When she meets popular Marcus, she is sure he is the one for her. But how will she come out and say her feelings, when Marcus could feel diffe...
