Our Perfectly Imperfect Story

Chapter : 9

*forgive my mistakes*

The constant ringing of the doorbell, irritated Phana so much that he was all set to kill the person behind the door, if this isn't someone important...

He gritted his teeth before opening the door to see who it was.

But his breath was taken away from him by the person who was standing in front of the door.

He couldn't believe his own eyes!

How... How it was even possibly happening??!!!

He gawked at the view in front of him, wide eyed.

"Ph..Phana? Ar..are you okay?" The voice broke Phana's trance.

He hurriedly composed himself and rubbed his eyes just to make sure it wasn't any illusion.

There stood... Ming.. nervously fidgeting with the end of his bagpack strap.

He wasn't even looking at him..

"Ming??? What are you doing here? How could you find my house? What the hell!! How are you in here, in Thailand?????" Phana almost shouted, making Ming flinch and that made him feel guilty.

Ming couldn't make any eye contact.

He didn't think much before coming here. But the day long flight journey kind of made him realize that it's wasn't going to be any easier for him to face Phana.

"C..can I come in?" He stammered in a very low voice.

Phana was glaring at him by now.

He opened the door for Ming to enter though.

Ming still kept his head hung low. He was scared. Phana was able to throw him out of his house.

"Can you explain what are you doing here?" Phana's cold voice was enough for Ming to make him cry.

He looked at Phana for the very first time with eyes pooling with tears.

"I.. I missed you."
(A/N aww my baby♥️♥️)

Phana was speechless.

Never in his life, he ever thought of someone who would come to him from a whole different country, just because he missed him.

"How did you find my house?" He asked in a gentle voice. But his astonishment was still there.

He still wasn't quite sure about what was happening. He felt like dreaming.

"I called Forth for your address. I told Ryan that I'm having a fever and I won't be able to make it to the office for a few days. And booked myself a ticket to Thailand" he mumbled inaudibly.

Ming looked really innocent to Phana.

"And so you came here?" Phana gently asked.

Ming only nodded his head, still head hung low.

"Where are you gonna stay here?" Phana couldn't help but ask, because this kid in front of him probably knew no one here.

" I d..don't know..?!" Ming stammered again.
He felt so stupid now, for not thinking about these things beforehand.

"What are you seriously doing here, Mingkwan? Why are you here?" Phana's gentle voice forced Ming to look at him.. in the eyes...

"I think I like you... I missed you like crazy. I didn't know what to do there without you. I know, we've known each other not for long. Hell we don't even know anything about us properly. But there's this stupid hollowness that I feel when you're not around.
I fucking missed your scolding." He had tears in his eyes.

Phana looked at him.. emotionlessly.

He had no answer for this.

He had no such feeling for this boy in front of him who flew from a different country just to meet him.

This kid knew no one here, yet he came..

This monkey who didn't know anything about him, tried to work on his connections to gather some information about him.

This stupid kid had the audacity to make stories at their office just to get a leave to meet him.

This cute dumb kid made him feel loved..
After a long time.

But did he love him back??

He just stared at Ming blankly.

On the other hand, Ming felt unsure. He felt restless about the blank emotionless face that Phana showed to him.

He was at verge of breaking down.

He really didn't think much before coming here. To Phana.... His Phana...

Was he allowed to call him that?

He gulped painfully before him left eye shed a lone teardrop.

He couldn't take it anymore.
He cried silently while looking at Phana, who still didn't show anything on his face.

***

After almost ages, Phana cleared his throat..
"Since when you feel this way?" His voice steel cold.

" I don't know. I think from the very beginning." Ming admitted truthfully.
He himself had no idea about his feelings until he started feeling restless without having Phana around him.

" But I never thought like this towards you na~ " this time he engulfed Ming into his embrace, because he knew this would hurt him a lot.

He could easily feel Ming's tears on his t-shirt.

He tightened the hug while patting on his back soothingly.

TBC...

(A/N: moongming, come to me... I'll love you enough to mend your brokenheart😭♥️

Am I a terrible person for making people's lives this hard????!!!!

Anyway.. thank you for reading, voting and commenting on the chapter ♥️
Enjoy reading 😊

~Tania♥️)