Love of a Sinner

Ch 2 - Impatience

"Close?! What does he mean?"

The question just came up out of nowhere and for a moment, it took off Jiwook's mind from his fear.

- C-close?

He couldn't help but ask Joohoon back with a barely audible voice, unsure of what the other actually meant and extra careful to not make him angry.

- Hm?, the question made Joohoon tilt his head back and look at Jiwook with curious eyes. He burst in a loud laughter seeing the younger's confused look.

"Ah how fun. That's why I like him. He'll never bore you." – the perfect toy to play with – was going to be his next thought but he got interrupted by Jiwook's sudden remark.

- If...if we are close, why...did you b-betray me?

Jiwook made a hurt expression, his upper lip trembled a little.

"Did he just made a pout?!" – crossed Joohoon's mind and made him smile.

- Cunning cunning foxy Han, what to do... you betrayed me first, said Joohoon apparent with sincerity – did you forget how you run away stealing something that was mine and never even bother to return it to me. I was hurt...

 Jiwook flinched uncomfortably, totally unprepared for such a comeback. He moved his lips in attempt to say something, but couldn't articulate anything distinct to defend himself and to question Joohoon's honesty wasn't an option either. He bit his lip and threw his look lower, to the side, his actions saying just how ashamed he was by what the elder said. Unconsciously. Alas Joohoon grasped it perfectly. How could he not, then in addition to everything Jiwook's ears were burning red. He found the younger's reaction cute and couldn't help but tease him about it. He grabbed his chin, gentler this time, moved it to his side and peered in those big soppy eyes. The younger's eyebrows were knotted in the middle and with the lower lip bit – it was the perfect image of a half angry half ashamed child, that didn't want to admit his fault.

"How cute..."

 The corners of Joohoon's lips moved upward smoothening completely his sharp expression, making even his eyes nearly smiling. He traced his thumb on Jiwook's lips, which trembled a bit to the sudden touch.

- Why steal it, were you jealous?

 Instead of an answer Joohoon got a priceless view of Jiwook's embarrassed expression so red, that it looked like even his eyes were burning. He nailed it just right.

"Delicious" – thought Joohoon while tasting the flavor of Jiwook's lips on his thumb. This last action made Jiwook shiver and get even redder if that was possible.

- Kids should be punished for their bad behavior.

 Jiwook's heartbeat escalated so high that it became the loudest thing to hear in that quiet room. Of course Joohoon noticed it as well. He cracked a smile, his hand slowly sliding lower, to where the younger's heart was. He rested his hand there and bended over to whisper in Jiwook's ear.

- Are you that excited?

Not quite a question, more like a matter of fact, but Jiwook felt the need to sound his reply.

- N-no!

 Joohoon just smiled wider, not even caring to take the younger's desperate reply seriously. He pushed Jiwook closer and closer, till his lips brushed the younger's bluish hair. His hand began to explore the other's back making Jiwook arch, though he still was fighting to free himself from Joohoon's embrace.

- W-wait... wa-

 Unfortunately Joohoon lost his patience for more than a while and he did a great job holding back till then, but he couldn't anymore. He sealed Jiwook's lips with his own, holding him tight to still the younger. It was so unexpected that Jiwook's eyes popped out in shock and for a moment, he froze right there letting Joohoon capture his breath entirely. 

 Just after a few seconds, when his body was in desperate need for air, he finally woke up from his trance and began to fight back for his life, literally. Because Joohoon was an unmoving mountain of muscles and strength, it wasn't working, so he started to groan trying to utter something, anything just to break the kiss. The lack of air made him dizzy and loose all his strengths left, or maybe it wasn't just because of that. 

 Jiwook never received such kisses, what to say, he wasn't even once in a relationship, so he was completely unprepared for something like that. Though it wasn't the first time Joohoon kissed him, until then it was more like to tease him and he'd let him free shortly after. But then was nothing compared to what was happening right there. 

 Joohoon was devouring him with just one kiss, a hella hot kiss. It was burning with passion and it made Jiwook wonder what was that all about, Joohoon was anything but passionate. One could say it's exact the opposite. Cold, observant, calculating, numb of any strong emotions, manipulative. You could never guess his thoughts or understand his motives and deeds. Strong and dominant, he'd put anyone on guard. Sometimes his eyes were trying to say much more than they actually looked like, but it was minimal, you'd have to know him for ages to learn to notice it, of course if he'd let you have the chance. He was the definition of danger and intimidation, an entirely unapproachable person – which makes you wonder was he always like that or something made him change. Either way he wouldn't let you know or even try, the incident with the photo was the proof to that.

 Joohoon noticed that Jiwook gave in completely and that all the younger's weight fell solely on his own hands alone now. Only then he got it - Jiwook was on the edge, one second more and he'll pass out. Definitely not good, he didn't have his play done yet.

 Joohoon broke suddenly the kiss and grasped tightly the poor boy in front of him, to prevent him from falling. Jiwook finally got the chance to inhale the needed air. He was a bit too hungry for it, that once released, he was chocking for quite a long moment struggling to breath normally - the scene reminding of a drowning person who finally was able to take in air.

 The younger's body trembled involuntarily, all his muscles stiff from overstress, while his fingers were deep digged in the elder's hand skin, making white traces on it.

 After a good amount of time, Jiwook calmed down and could relax a bit. Joohoon waited for him patiently, his eyes following carefully the younger's every move, every gesture. He's even caressed softly Jiwook's back when he was coughing roughly, though it has been left unnoticed by the other.

 Jiwook slowly got himself together trying to order his thoughts as well, which was not that easy, due to the explosive feelings and the crazy heartbeat stirred thanks to that wild kiss. He sighed. Though he could breathe normally now, it was still hard for him to control his voice and utter something.

- Y-you wan' ... to kill m-me?!!!