{I want to die}
Those are the thoughts that's been haunting me. Sometimes... I just want to die, to give up. I don't want to kill him, but I can't have him kill me and my family.
I don't want to look at him because my heart hurts— like a hand gripping down to my heart, tighter and tighter every second. I'm tired of life, tired of him, tired of pain, and tired of myself. Why can't I be released from this world?
Every day, every minute, every second. The clock is moving, the time is moving...it's not stopping. And so are his actions, for he is also moving. He will soon kill me and my family....
Tick...tock...Tick... tock...
In the back of my mind, I can hear the clock moving, as if reminding me: it will happen, it will happen, you will die!
I don't care if I die, but I cannot let my family die. Sometimes though, I am tired. Sometimes I'm okay, sometimes I'm fine. Then there are times when I feel like I want to die. I'm in so much pain, that all I think about is dying. I don't know what's wrong with me, why I'm crying. It makes me feel weak, I don't like it. I don't know what to do...
{Someone please help me}
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The Lies of Your Love
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