DEEP WOUNDS

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- LISA -

No need for an alarm clock cause it's been years since my morning routine starts at 3 am and ends my day at 11 pm or worst, I don't sleep at all .

I used to live at Thailand where I was born and raised until the worst moment of my life happened . It was 10 years ago, I was 11 years old kid that time but still the wound inside me did not heal and I started to hate this fucking world since that day .

Uncle :"Where have you been again Lisa? I've been calling you"
L : "I went out to jog uncle what's new?"
U: "I already transfer your half year allowance and be good to your new school"
L : "If you only let me to work in your company uncle you don't have to give me money"
U: "I'm your mom's brother just to remind you Lisa. Don't be so stubborn. You know you're like my own child and a sister to Bambam"
L: "I know and thank you"
U: "alright just call me when you need something don't hesitate"
L:"I will. Thank you"

Uncle Jackson . My mom's only brother . A president and CEO in moonshot company branch in Thailand .

It's the first day of my college here in SoKor. I transferred myself here trying to move on from everything and hoping that living here will lessen the pain I have from many years .

I jog . I made my coffee . I take a bath . My usual morning routine . I put on my airpods and wear my plain black thsirt, black pull over hoodies and my black ripped jeans pairing with my white Adidas shoes .

6:30 am

I grab my backpack and get out of my apartment in this 5-storey building with 4 apartments each floor and I am on the 2nd floor . I slam the door and locked it and made my way to the parking area on the ground floor . I put my helmet on and drive my way to the University.

With a 20 minutes ride , I came 6:50 am and still have 10 minutes before the school starts . I parked my motorbike and lead my way to the locker to grab the things I need leaving some things that I might need in the future .

I glance to my right side when I felt someone is poking my shoulder then I saw a lady taller who has a same height as mine, flawless skin, long blonde hair and a fluffy cheeks as she waved at me .

"What?" I coldly asked when I put down my headphones on my shoulders .

"I am just new here and I am just going to ask if you know this room?" She asked me while showing a paper with her schedules written on it .

I'm shocked but I didn't let her see it . Well . No one can read my emotions for 10 years now . I let myself isolated from the people knowing that they will only leave me for sure in the future . Why having friends if you were born alone and will die alone ?

I showed her my schedule without looking at her , closing my locker and to my surprise , she giggled like a little kid knowing that we are in the same class and course .

"By the way friend I am Park Chaeyoung but you can call me Rose' like what my friends called me"

"Chipmunk" I whispered

"What chipmunk?" She curiously asked

"I will call you chipmunk"I point out her cheeks as she frowned but lter on when she finally realized what I mean, she chuckles .

" ok I will call you monkey" She laughed but I ignored and walk away .

"W-wait !" She shouted and run towards me .

"Why in a hurry ?? I shrugged my shoulders .

"Are you an emo ? What's with the cold attitude monkey?" I look at her the look away .

"We're friends now ok?" I didn't answer then we went inside the room for our first subject .

This chipmunk sits beside me which I find good . Well it is good though to have at least 1 companion that I can ask for some important questions that will help me survive being new here in SoKor.

As the clocks ticking, our classmates starts to enter . Some are alone, some are in two or in three and some got into a circle of friends in an instant but I didn't mind . With Chaeyoung here, I am good at it.

But this lady beside me is the anatonym word for silence . She is talking non-stop with her stories . She laugh at her own jokes , sigh in her own bad memories and even scared form her own scary stories .

I look out the window as the worst nightmare again, interrupts my mind .

"Hi ! I'm Jisoo and hope to be your friends" a voice from the back said . I didn't bother to look at her until Chipmunk elbowed my side . I glanced at her then I saw this Jisoo giving her hands for me to shake but then I just nod !

"She's Lisa and I think she cut her tongue a while ago" Rosie said which made Jisoo chuckles. I just shake my head .

After many boring hours, the bell rang for lunch break .

"Let's grab some lunch monkey!" Rosie pull me from my sit while clinging her hands from Jisoo .

That fast huh ?

I pull away my hands from her grip but still I followed them . The two are in front of me as I scan Jisoo's features . She is not as tall like me and Chaeyoung . She is shorter, have long black hair , a heart shape lips . She is almost perfect and she's gorgeous like Rosie .

I out my headphones on to distract my ears from the cat calls from other students to us. We reached the cafeteria's table and I was shocked when an unfamiliar girl sits beside me and started to ask me questions which I didn't hear because of my headphones . I look at her with no emotions but I got shocked but as usual, I did not make it obvious . The girl kiss my cheeks and hand me a paper as I read it .

'+374826283846 call me cutie -Mina'

"Oh someone's got a girl on her first day!" Jisoo teased . I crample the paper and throw it away .

I saw Rose' shakes her head as I glance at her and she whisper to Jisoo "she's like that I think" but not loud enough for some attention .

Time passed and the first day of school ends at 5 pm .