DEEP WOUNDS

15

-JENNIE-

I hate it that she is hurt like this because of me . I hate seeing her kneeling down in front of me and sobbing and begging me because of my fault. This is the first time I've seen her hurt like this . Like the pain inside her explodes now . And this is the real Lisa I want to see since the first day .

I kneel down too and embrace her tight . Fuck ! I love her so much and leaving her is the least option I will make . She is cold but not in front of me . She looks like an emotionless bitch but too soft when it's just the two of us . She is everything any girl would want .

"Just tell me everything love . You can tell me what's hurting you so much. I will listen . I won't judge . " I peck her forehead many times and wipe her face . We sat down face to face on the balcony's floor while she rest her head on the crook of my neck and sigh deep while I am caressing her hair and hugging her at the same time.

"It was 12 years ago back in Thailand. I have the happiest and most loving family anyone wished for. I have the most understanding and cool parents and my brother Bamban . My parents own 5 companies around the country. The Le' Manoban Inc. all are successful and known. We are rich but my parents decided to live a simple life . Our house is like a mansion but we only have a driver, a gardener and a maid. We don't have those butlers or personal body guards like what every successful family has. But Bamban and I went on a defense training and martial arts for our future self defense." She sadly chuckles then continue.

"Being the heir of them, I was trained since I got 8 years old. I was around every company we have if I got the chance . I love it when I am with them . Every employees love my parents and us . We were like a family. Everything was perfect" her tears keep on rolling down .

"One night, when our home filled with laughters and stories between our happy dinner,." She stops and close her eyes as her tears started to roll down non-stop again .

"Love don't continue if you still can't . I will under--" she cut me .

"No .. I want to" she said .

"A group of men wearing all black from hoodies, pants, boots , leather jackets , masks and all armed men intrudes our home.. a loud bang from the living room flinched us and I quickly look at Bamban and told him to run and hide. And everything went so fast . I saw them.." she sobs .

"I saw them pull a trigger . Just .. one.. trigger Jennie for my dad... One for my mom .. from that moment, I want to protect them even if it caused me death . I tried to fight for my parents and when they lie down on the floor with their own life, I know I have to fight for myself now. I tried . It is a matter of dying but at least I fight or die without doing anything . But with one bullet, I found myself inside a hospital. Luckily the bullet they send me didn't go deep in my right shoulder but the worst thing happened, my parents died in front of me" This moment I saw how Lisa's eyes starts to change from a weak Lisa to an angry Lisa .

"I felt angry . I felt hopeless that I want myself dead too. But I still have Bambam and that is the only reason I have to live and wake up everyday but the pain inside me grows Everytime I wake up and dreamed of what happened . Everything changed. That's why I decided to flew here and forget everything but it is all hard for me" She lift up her head and wipe her tears as she wipes mine .

Now I understand why everything in her felt hurt even just looking thru her eyes . I hug her tight and released the tears I've been holding from her story.

"I'm sorry love . I didn't know. I'm sorry for hurting you I'm sorry" she lift up my head using her both hands and peck my lips.

"Hey . Look at me" she said smiling sadly.

"You are the reason this pain I've been holding melts down. You came and I found again the happiness I once experienced with my family.. you are my happiness and I'm sorry if I didn't let you explain first ..I was jealous .. I was hurt .. I was --" My lips crashed into her . Our lips met and it is the most effective medicine we need for our heartaches . It is what we need right now . A slow but passionate kiss . A kiss full of love and admiration like our happiness are depending on it. We lean our foreheads with each other to catch some air and I saw her smile while her eyes closed .

It was genuine . It was precious . It was loving . The most beautiful smile I have seen in her . The smile I was craving for .

I cupped her cheeks with my both hands and peck her lips again . A peck kiss that lasts for 5 seconds . We smile .

"I love you so much Jennie Kim. So much" she said as I smile .

"And I love you more my Lalisa Pranpriya Manoban" she death glare at me . She hates it when she was called by her real name but I did it to enlighten the mood.
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- LISA -

"Love question" my girl asked in the middle of our dinner after a long drama earlier .

"Hmmm" I answered .

"Where's Bambam and how's your family company?" She sliced a meat and eat it without looking at me .

"My mother's younger brother and Bambam took care of them while he is still studying. They are both in Thailand . I need to finished this school then I will took over once I recover" she stops . And look at me sadly . I look down and continue eating .

"But I will marry you first so you can manage one of the companies. Bambam planned it too." I saw her eyes widen in shock and blushed .

" We have 9 companies now and 2 added companies since our parents lost, is my uncle's achievement so I decided to give it to him once Im back. Everything's in my name and I have the papers but I don't want many companies . I just need one for myself and one for you and I will give everything left to Bambam and Uncle . "

"Whoah whoah POKPAK! take it easy." I chuckle .

We continue our dinner with fun and laughter like what our family used to and I'm glad she's with me . I love her so much .