DEEP WOUNDS

13

-LISA-

Something is not right with Jennie . When we are having our lunch with the guys, I saw how she flinched every time her phone vibrated . I never take a chance to invades her privacy cause it is wrong but it kills me knowing that Kai always texting her. I even saw the missed calls of him on Jennie's phone . It's been months since it started but Jennie is with me 24/7 so I know she is not cheating behind my back but since I got this dance in school , we became busy and those 24/7 changed and it started to bothers me .

I know she told me to wait for her in her unit cause she and Irene is going somewhere so I decided to say goodbye at her and she thought I am heading home but I didn't and here I am, following their car . I left my motorbike and ride a cab . I trust her so much but I wanna know what keeps her hiding things on me. But there's inside me that urge me to follow her. I was about to let my cab turn around and go home but then her car stops in a restaurant and I told the driver to stop our car meters away from her . I borrowed from RM his hat and we exchanged my black hoodie into his white hoodie. I was shocked when she got her car without anyone with her . Where's Irene ? Maybe they will see each other in that cafe' .

I stand across this cafe near the school behind a car making sure that she wont see me . I saw her approached a table with some guy . Her side face looks familiar but I was shocked how Jennie and him interacts . They are saying something and this guy suddenly hold Jennie's hands and kissed the top of it . I look away as my tears started to form . I picked up my phone on my pocket and started to message her .

to : wifey <3

"hey love .. are you out with Irene now?" I waited for her response . I look at them again and this time Jennie is typing on her phone and I know she will respond to me . I can't see their reactions from where I stand then my phone vibrated .

from: wifey <3

"yes love I'm with Irene but we're still in school talk to you later i love you" She lied . I turn away and left them as my tears started to fall .

I went straight to her unit because I need to feed our sons . After I feed and let Kuma sleep, I went to my unit with Leo . I cry again feeling betrayed from what I saw . I let myself drowned in tears as I lay myself on the bed and feeling my hearts crashed again and started to build my walls again from everyone.

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- JENNIE -

I lied to Lisa . I swear I want to tell her but It scares me . It scares me the thought that she will get mad and face Kai . I know she can fight him but I don't want her to get hurt . I know I can handle things on my own and let Kai stop . He insist for us to talk for the last time and I will make sure that this is the last time so he won't bother me again . I don't like hiding things with my girlfriend but it scares me to open up .

I told her that I will go out with Irene and luckily understood the situation and agrees with me . Lisa bid her goodbye by past 1 pm and I will meet up Kai in the cafe' near the school by 3 pm .

"are you sure you don't need companies?' Rose asked . I love them to tag me along but I know that they will have their dates so I don't want to ruin it .

"I'm okay . I can handle this. I will make sure this shit will stop" I answered proudly . We went out the school and I saw Seulgi and Jisoo waiting for their girlfriends and we bid our goodbyes.

I went straight to the cafe' and saw Kai who is waiting for me . He was about to stand but I gesture my hand to stop from what he was about to do and he sat down . We was explaining his story but I didn't focus on him . My mind is to let him finish and go out as soon as possible cause I miss Lisa and our sons . I want to spend the rest of the day with them and I know she is waiting . I was surprised when this guy in front of me grab both my hands and I was to pull it but he held it tighter and what shocked me when he kissed the top of my hands . I keep on pulling it off but he is too strong to hold it but I finally pull it out when the waiter arrived and my phone vibrated .