forgiveness

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Ckyra's POV

"Four days? It takes you four days to finally talk to me. What the fûck is that"

"I just needed some space. You was bugging all the way out and I wasn't feeling it"

"Four days show me that you clearly don't care about me"

"Don't start this shit again"

"Imma start it 'cause I've been messaging you for the past two days and you've ignored me. Two days is plenty of space. Something else was just more important to you. You could have at least let me know if we were cool or not. I told you how sorry I was for the way I was acting and you straight up ignored me"

"You trippin" I hang up on him

Tavion can be so nonchalant and it really pisses me off. When he decides to have a real conversation then I'll talk to him.

"I'm going to work see you tomorrow " Kayla tells me then leaves out the house. Kayla a nurse. She working the night shift today

I pick up my phone and call Hayden "wassup"

"Hey"

"You at home now?"

"Mhm"

"You had fun at your brother's?"

"Yea"

"Good"

It was silent for a minute

"What you doing"

"Working"

"Oh. Do you want me to call back another time?"

"Nah you good"

"Okay. Uhm I-" he cuts me off

"I know you with tavion. Like I said imma back off from you. We don't gotta talk about all that no more"

I fiddle with my fingers "I think we should talk about it"

He sighs "what is there to talk about"

" a lot. But I don't wanna talk over the phone. So when you free lemme know. You can come tonight if you want"

He smacks his lips "Yea I'll see" he hangs up on me. I know he don't wanna talk about all that, but we have to.

I sit on my bed just thinking for a while. I decide on calling my mom. Just as I thought she wasn't answering she answers "hey baby. You okay?"

"Yea. Where are you? You haven't been home since yesterday when we came back"

"Oh y'all should've told me you was back. I was staying at a friends house till you came back"

"Oh okay. Why didn't you come with us?"

It's silent for a second "I didn't wanna have an argument with your brother"

"He wouldn't have started anything with you"

"Cky you know he would have and I wasn't tryna hear all that so I just stayed here. I'll come with y'all next time. Anyways baby I'll see you tomorrow"

"Okay bye"

"Bye" she hangs up

I feel like she with a nigga. She ain't never home no more. And she always staying at this 'friends' house. When I know her ass never had no friends apart from crystal's mom and they ain't even close no more.

Imma ask her about it tomorrow if she decides to actually come home

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I get woken up by my phone ringing. I look to my side and pick up my phone seeing that Hayden's calling me. It's 4:37 in the morning.