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soraru//そらる x mafumafu//まふまふ

this is light angst omfg i'm so sorry it's just that i've had this idea since i read the translation of onnanoko ni naritai
i ship soramafu, not soralon, don't worry

i'll make it up to you guys with a soramafu fluff soon pls don't hate me

also- song fic and credits to where i got the translation

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hey, i want to be a girl
can i be one please?

today was an utaite gathering, as it was a big celebration. nobody knew why, but suddenly soraru and lon invited all of their close utaite friends to come and have a party with them.

soraru and lon are the hosts of the party, but lon isn't here yet. soraru is already entertaining the guests since earlier though.

mafumafu watched soraru from a distance, he watched him talk to luz, shima, nqrse, and everyone. they talked earlier, but just for a minute or so.

passing through a chocolate forest
boarding on an orange pumpkin carriage
and being taken away to a milk-colored castle

it seems like lon was running a bit late from traffic, but she's almost here, riding her fancy limousine to this milk-colored mansion party venue.

surely everyone admires the heroines in fairytales
in a dream from long ago, i saw a pair of glass slippers

a few minutes had passed, lon arrived at the party and everyone welcomed her with a cheer.

she was wearing a fancy dress, which showed off her beautiful body perfectly. soraru escorted her from the front door, and everyone teased the couple, being all sweet and shit like that.

secret feelings, my true feelings
let me tell you about them

mafu still watched the two, his heart breaking more and more each second soraru and lon are together.

mafumafu has romantic feelings for soraru, which he kept a secret. but one day, news suddenly came crashing to him.

soraru and lon are dating.

that was from years ago, and the two's relationship are still as strong as ever.

mafu just watched them ever since, supporting the both of them as a good bestfriend of soraru.

even though it breaks his heart.

mafu still hadn't move on with soraru, but there's nothing he can do.

soraru's straight, they're both guys.

cruel, right?

one, two, three, cast a spell on me
i want to be a new me
please

the party continued on even livelier now that lon was here. mafu still watched soraru and lon from a distance, not saying nor doing anything. he just watched them have fun with everyone, and especially with each other.

soon, it was already late. and the party was interrupted when soraru told everyone he and lon have something to announce.

soraru and lon stepped on the platform in the middle of the venue and smiled at each other.

soraru held the mic that was provided for them and spoke, "everyone, thank you for coming tonight. i know many of you are busy but made time for this party, thank you so much for that."

"i'm never busy for you, soraru-san."  mafumafu answered in his mind.

i want to be cute too, after all
i want to be cute like her

mafumafu stared at lon, not minding what she and soraru are saying.

he was just focused on thinking how lon looks so gorgeous and elegant tonight.

and how badly he wanted to be her.

clad in frilly dresses
the one true cinderella of this world
with a tiny bit of courage and some big "firsts"
i'm sure i'll tremble in fear

"we're engaged!" the two announced, which snapped mafu out of his thoughts.

while everyone was cheering for the two and congratulating them, mafu sneaked out and went to the empty and quiet garden.

"but i want to be a girl, please, can't i be?" mafu sang, tears falling from his eyes like a river.

the next day after soraru and lon's engagement party, mafu quit their unit, after the rain.

he also quit from being an utaite.

mafumafu suddenly vanished, no one knows where he went. even his bestfriend soraru, and his family.

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time passed and soraru and lon got married, but divorced after two years. turns out the two rushed things, and there were many things they didn't work out with each other.

soraru also realized something in him. the reason why lon and him didn't work out.

he realized he was in love with mafu. but kept being in denial since he keeps claiming he's straight.

but he realized that after mafu was gone, never knowing if he's coming back or if he was gone forever.

surely, mafu came back after some time.

just not as mafumafu.

but as a girl.

soraru was still an utaite, and mafumafu- who is now mafuyu, signed up into an audition to be in a unit with him.

mafuyu received all the news about soraru and lon, and out of desperation, he had gender change. he changed everything about him, to be a girl completely.

"can i be cute now?" mafu thought with a smile and hoped that now, he has a chance with soraru-san.

after all, he's now a girl.

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i cried while writing this omfg

i think that's a good ending? since soralon divorced lolol

i really don't ship them i'm sorry

i'm sorry if i hurt soramafu fans because of this one-shot i love you all qwq i'll make a soramafu fluff i promise