I hate you, I love you (JENLISA FANFIC)

Chapter 12: I like you

JENNIE's POV

"Oh my." Lisa said almost losing her breath.

As my brother entered the restaurant together with his friend Nadech. He eyed me, then shifted to Lisa and to Joo Hyuk oppa.

"What was this?" He asked but something wasn't right. He seems a bit of nervous.

"Oh hi Jen. Wow. The progress I see is pretty great here huh." Nadech smirked while looking at Lisa. What's progress is he talking about? Both Lisa and my brother tensed but it vanished when Joo Hyuk oppa cleared his throat.

"I want to talk to you." My brother seriously said to Joo Hyuk oppa.

"But Oppa--" I was cut off by his deadly glare.

"Send her home Lisa. We'll talk later." He was pissed. Aish! My brother, he's more of a dad.

"Okay. Come on." Lisa quickly held my wrist again and dragged me out of the restaurant. Once we reach her car, she opened the door and let me in and handled me the paper bag she was holding all through out.

"What's this?" I asked.

"Your order. Your brother called me so I quickly reach for you, but knowing you haven't eat yet I bought that." She pointed the paper bag before starting the engine.

"Thanks." I said and she started driving. My tummy growls and that's I should start eating. I didn't mind her by my side. I just wanted to eat, this night seems long.

After I ate. I glanced at the road and we are in a different way far more to our house.

"Where are we going?" I asked her.

"I have plans tonight but your brother ruined it, so better accompany me for awhile before driving you home." She said still focused on the road.

"If my brother became more angry with me, I'll kill you." I told her with a glare. She chuckled.

"The kitten will turn into tiger huh. Not scared." She mocked me. I rolled my eyes.

She parked at the side of the road. There's no cars or any vehicles passing this road. Where did she brought me?

"Let's go." I was back in my trance. I quickly went out of the car and saw nothing but darkness. While I examine the open place, I felt the cold breeze hit me. I rubbed my both sides to ease the shivering. The polo shirt and a mini skirt was the very dumb idea to wear in this kind of weather.

"Aish." Lisa hissed behind my back then I felt a sudden warmth. A padded-coat was hugging me.

"It may help." She softly mumbled and walk passed me. I tailed her and I gasped when she stopped.

"Wow." All I can say when I saw the beautiful scenery in front of us.

"Do you like it?" She asked when she reached the exact spot to sit. I went to her as I realized we're on a high cliff overlooking the whole town with so many lights.

"It was breathtaking." I was so amused. I never had the chance to visit a kind of place like this.

"Sit with me and let's have some drink before heading home." She patted the flat rock next to her. I sat there and she handled me a beer in can.

She stared at the view as we drank in silence. It's kind of relaxing that my physical body and my mind needs to refresh from everything that's happening to me.

As I look at the beautiful scenery infront, I wanted to laugh at the thought that I am here sitting next to Lalisa Manoban, the woman behind all my problems.

I was supposed to hate her because of the false information about the engagement. But I can't, I don't know why I can't hate her. And I want to know the answer why? Is it...

no! It can't be. I will never like her.

An hour passed, we continued drinking a few cans of beer. And it's becoming warmer even without the padded coat. I glanced at her, found that she spaced out for a very long time.

"Do you... have any problems in mind?" I asked. She's still staring somewhere and her eyes look sad.

The time she heard my question, she blinked and looked at the can she was holding.

"I'm on... a very huge trouble. And... I don't know how I can... fix it." She said slowly with a meaningful tone.

"We have problems, and I know we can face everything. We just need to be tough. And knowing you, you are a tough one so I bet you can overcome those problems." I said hoping that it somehow help her. She looked at me. I was in shock to notice that her eyes was bloodshot, tears running down her cheeks.

"I'm sorry Jennie. I'm sorry." She mumbled as soft as she could. I cupped her cheeks, wiping her tears away. I was captivated by those gorgeous doe eyes of hers but it was screaming regrets.

Regrets of what?

I don't know.

"Jennie..." That voice of hers sounds so good saying my name. My eyes pulled by her plump lips. I gulped, it was inviting me to kiss her. To feel her sweet lips against mine for the second time. I tried to fight the urge but her body was slowly leaning towards me and I can't move. My body slowly betraying my mind. And it finally give in the moment her lips landed on mine. It feels so good and right at the same time. Our lips danced with so much passion but the gentleness she was giving made me wanting to kiss her more. I put my hands on her nape and pulled her closer, as she pulled me by my waist for the same reason. And that night we made out before going home.

I was in my bed softly touching my lips, thinking about the things happened on the cliff earlier. Before we went wild, her phone rang and it's the signal that we should stop or else our bodies will betray our minds.

But the words she said before we went home made me wide awake until it's 4 in the morning.

I like you Jennie.

And it frustrates me. It should not be happening. I shouldn't let her but then I let her. I should be mad, angry and disgusted because I'm a straight woman, but how can I say I'm straight now if I let her kiss me and I enjoyed it very much?!

AND in addition to my frustrations, I replied...

I like you too.

Urggggh! That's it! That's worse I could ever imagine. Why did you say those words?! Why did it slipped my mouth? It should be on my mind but I said it out loud!

Aaaaaaaaaccccckk! I ruffled my hair as I hissed for the nth time.

I bet I won't get any sleep now.