"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!!!" I shouted instantly waking up the man in my bed.
"Well hello to you too beautiful" the man in my bed said as he rubbed his eyes.
"Wait am I n- HOLY FUCK!" I shouted as I looked under the covers and noticed we were both naked.
"You sure know how to welcome a man y/n" the man said ending with a smirk.
"Jimin get the fuck out" I rubbed my head as I was now hung over and all the shouting I did wasn't helping it make it better.
"Are you sure you don't want me to stay in here and fuck you again?" He finished saying with a smirk.
"If you don't leave right now I will say you raped me" I crossed my arms leaning my back against the head bored.
"R-raped? What! I didn't rape you and we both know what really happened you practically asked me to fuck you and so I did. don't say shit like that y/n those accusations aren't meant to be taken as a joke"
"You wanna hear a joke?" I asked jimin looking at him.
"Sure" he replied.
"Your dick"
When I looked into his eyes I still felt the pain.
Jimin and I use to date before he became an idol and was rich and famous.
He knew I was rich at the time.
I didn't know he would stoop so low like all the other people back in high school.
Jimin may be hot and all but he was also a gold digger and fuck boy.
I didn't know he was a gold digger or a fuck boy till girls started telling me he was fucking around and using me for money.
One day after school he said he was sick so I went to his house to see him and take care of him only to find him hooking up with the schools number 1 and only slut.
I stood their and couldn't say anything.
He saw me and didn't react the way I thought he would.
He didn't chase after me.
He didn't explain.
He didn't care.
He didn't love me.
The only thing he said while still fucking the slut was that he only wanted me for money and was dared to hook up with me and be my boyfriend . And I let him hook up with me and he asked me to be his girlfriend.
I said yes.
I regret it.
I regret him taking my virginity.
Something so precious was given to the wrong person.
I realized he only stood around cause I had two thing money and vagina.
I wrapped the sheets around me and got out of bed and went to my bathroom.
I don't forgive him.
I'm still mad at him.
But I'm even more mad that we hooked up last night.
I hate myself for doing that. I regret getting high and drinking last night. If I was sober I would've kicked him so hard in his crotch his balls would be shoved down deep in his ass.
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As I finished my shower I noticed the room was now empty jimin was gone.
I got dressed and thankfully the shower helped me a little bit but I still felt like trash.
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I know I dressed up a bit too much but I actually had a blind date today.
I know crazy right me the bitch sister going on a blind date.
Yup Incase you haven't noticed yea I'm single but a girls gotta get laid every now and then.
Jimin doesn't count he's a fuck boy....
HOLY SHIT!
I just realized I'm a fuck girl.
Wow now I feel bad.
The guys I'd go on blind date would think after we'd fuck we'd see each other again or I'd contact them but damn I feel like a hoe for only wanting to fuck.
"Shit" I muttered. As I was done getting ready I went to check on my sister to see if she was okay or needed anything
I finally went to her room and knocked on her door.
I opened the door and my eyes went wide.
"Still the same fuckboy huh?" I rolled my eyes.
I couldn't believe it jimin and my sister kissing.
Last time I checked it wasn't only just his fault but BTS's fault she's paralyzed.
"Did you find a brain back there yet?" My sister said.
"Why are you still here jimin I told you to leave"
"I wanted to see your sister"
I laughed at his dumb answer.
"Are you fucking kidding me ? You're not here to see her you're here to see her naked and fuck her it's like you want me to say aloud what you're intentions truly are jimin" I said
I crossed me arms against my chest.
"You still think I'm a fuck boy y/n?" He asked me looking so fucking mad
If looks could kill well shit.
"Yes i do and I know you are because you will always be the same fucking jimin I use to know. You better stay the FUCK away from my sister"
I went up to him and grabbed his wrist and dragged him out the room.
Once he was out I closed the door and pushed him against the wall.
"If you ev-" I tried to finish my Sentence but next thing I knew his lips were on mine.
I didn't kiss back I couldn't he hurt me to much love was kinda like a switch I turned off.
I was furious at what he did though. Once he pulled away
I slapped him
Too hard.
My hand hurt like a BITCH.
"What the fuck y/n" jimin said as he held his cheek that was now left with an imprint of my hand.
"GET THE FUCK OUT!" I yelled.
He didn't leave he just stood there starring at me with glossy eyes.
