Fault (BTS FF)

32:Fuck Men

It's been 2 days since the barbecue and ever since then yoongi hasn't really been calling or texting me as much and he doesn't come over anymore.

Im starting to wonder if jhope has told the members that jimin was my ex.

No one knew about jimin and I at least not that I remember.

(An: I seriously can't remember so if I mentioned it in the book lmk)

I really missed yoongi but his behavior is scaring me. I haven't done anything wrong.

Maybe my dad had something to do with it? They did have a 'serious talk'.

I decided to put my shoes on and drive to yoongis penthouse to confront him.

After a 20 minute drive I finally made it to where he lived.
As I entered I went towards the elevators and clicked the 27th floor.

As I stepped off the elevator I searched for his room number I remember him telling me it was the 67th door.

I finally found his door and knocked on it but why did a girl answer ?

"Hi" I greeted her as I looked her up and down I noticed she was in boxers and over sized t shirt.

But that's the T-shirt I got yoongi as a birthday gift.

As well as her wet hair.
"Hey" She greeted back with a smile.

"Is yoongi here?" I asked.
Unconsciously twiddling with my thumbs.

"Yeah but he's in the shower, want me to let him know you stopped by?" She asked sweetly.

"Um..no It's okay I'll be on my way thank you, bye"
I walked away with my head down trying to hold back my tears.

When I finally got to the elevator I couldn't hold back anymore.

Whats with people continuously hurting me ?

Do people love seeing me hurt?

I opened myself up to him and I gave myself physically to him only to realize I was a side piece?

I took my phone out and texted him to see what he was doing

As the elevator opened I made my way to my car
I got in my car and wiped off my tears as well as lightly tapping my face with my hands to make the puffiness go down.
I opened the messages app and began typing.

Me: Hey what are you doing?
Read
Yoongi:Just got out the shower
Read

Me: I want to break up.
Seen
After hitting send I pulled out the parking lot and headed to McDonald's.

If I was gonna be sad I'm going to eat my sadness away while watching sad romance movies.

"Fuck men" I muttered. Pulling into McDonalds drive through ready to order the whole fucking menu.