Fault (BTS FF)

39: Chance

"Okay thank you so much wendy" i hung up the phone and started crying I was right.

That girl wasn't yoongis sister.

She had explained to me how yoongi and her met at a club and he made the first move. She even apologized for sleeping with him because she didn't know he had a girlfriend.

That doesn't make it okay even though they were both drinking regardless of the alcohol if yoongi loved me like he claimed he does not even alcohol should be able to make him cheat on me.

He should've known what's right and wrong.

I sat on my bed staring at the door of my bedroom.

I don't know what to do. Yoongi played victim knowing he had hurt me first.

I didn't actually do anything with jhope other than make out I only said I sucked Hoseok off because I wanted yoongi to feel how I felt.

I know I should feel guilty for lying to yoongi but now I'm relieved he thinks I cheated on him he deserves to feel the pain I feel right now.

But the only thing is I feel like my pain hurts more.

I've been through fake love, I've been through heartbreak,and I've been cheated on before.

But why does it feel like the first.

I sobbed silently not wanting to cause attention knowing my sister would barge in my room any minute if she heard me crying.

I hate min yoongi.

He fixed my heart only to shatter it into a million pieces.

And this time I don't want them to be put back together.

That night I cried myself to sleep.

•••

*knock knock knock*

I turned opposite from my bedroom door hoping if I didn't answer they'd go away.

*knock knock knock*

I didn't answer.

I heard a big sigh and my door was being unlocked from the outside. I threw my cover over my head not wanting to be seen.

I heard someone walk in and close the door behind them and I heard something being set down on my bed side table.

My cover was removed from my head and I quickly placed my hands to cover my face.

"Hey".

"Jimin what are you doing here?" I said sitting up on my bed.

"I heard from yoongi that you both are in An argument". He placed his hands to cup my cheeks and rubbed my cheek with his thumb.

"Have you Been crying your eyes are puffy?" He pointed out my obviously puffed up eyes.
As both our eyes met

I forget they get all puffy when I cry a lot.

"Why do you care?" I removed his hands from my cheeks.

He proceeded to hold both my hands into his.

"I'm sorry" he apologized.

Did the park jimin just genuinely apologize.

I was caught off guard not expecting this.

"Huh?" I looked at him in confusion.

"For all the pain I caused you. I'm sorry I made you cry countless nights to sleep , I'm sorry I caused you pain and made it harder for you to accept people in your life." He got into my bed placing the covers on him as well.

He cuddled up to me and I didn't do anything as he held me into his arms.

He placed my head onto his chest I could hear his heart beat fast and it made me smile.

"Even though i wasn't a good boyfriend I hope I still have a chance to prove to you that I'm not a horny 24/7 money hungry fuck boy". He expressed as he rubbed his hand up and down my arm.

"Jimin i didn't cheat on yoongi." She truthfully admitted totally disregarding that fact jimin wants a chance with y/n.

"Well at least not the way he did, I never did anything sexual with Hoseok but we did end up making out but that was only cause I was in a vulnerable state." Y/n felt tears start rolling down her cheek and she wiped them away.

Jimin placed his finger under y/n's chin and lifted her head up a bit so she'd be looking at him.

"It's okay you were hurt Im not judging you" he looked into y/n eyes as he came closer but y/n looked away before he'd kiss her.

She wasn't going to kiss him or anyone not after finding out yoongi cheated on her and she had made out with another man while still being in a relationship.

Jimin just kissed the top of her head instead and kept her in his embrace.

"I brought you breakfast you should eat" he said.

So that's the sound y/n heard she thought.

She nodded. And wrapped her arms around his waist nuzzling her face into his chest taking in his scent.

She quietly went back to sleep with jimin stroking her hair.

"Just give me a chance y/n" he whispered as he closed his eyes drifting to sleep with her in his arms