Do you know what's it's like to live in a world where it feels like ecstasy?
Where everything is your way the way you like it.
But gets shattered to pieces the moment you thought you were happy.
But the only thing is there's someone there who picks up the shattered pieces and puts them back together with each piece fitting perfectly.
That's what yoongi was like with me.
He's slowly but surely putting the pieces back together and it feels so comforting
Today we were going to the tattoo shop even though it'd be my first time getting something permanent on my body I want something meaningful.
I've been through a lot with myself mentally I felt exhausted but I want something to remember my journey of what it was like to be an 'almost' mother.
Yoongi was with me as we walked in the shop hand in hand.
"Are you nervous?" Yoongi a asked.
"No" I shook my head.
"Where are you getting your tattoo?"
"My wrist"
"Won't that hurt?" He made a wince face.
"Nothing hurts more than losing a baby yoongi that baby was a piece of me that baby was mine"
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Leaving the tattoo shop I couldn't stop staring at my wrist
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It was beautiful and exactly what I wanted.
Yoongi liked it too.
He ended up getting a tattoo as well of a rose near his rib.
4months later .....
BTS was getting ready for tour and....
"BABE!!!" I shouted from the bathroom.
I can't believe he didn't put the clean towels in the bathroom.
He stepped into the bathroom
I didn't bother to cover myself he has been the first guy to not pressure me into sex and when we did finally have sex it was because we both wanted to and I was ready.
And when we had sex he didn't leave which is why I like him because he didn't leave he stayed.
He did heal me.
"Yes babe"
"You keep forgetting to bring the clean towels in"
"I'll go get one for you" he kissed my cheek before leaving and bringing me a towel.
I dried myself and got dressed and laid in bed with yoongi.
"I know I keep telling you this but thank you"
"For?"
"Healing me"
I looked at him and smiled I kissed his lips and cuddled with him.
