It's been 2 weeks since jimin practically saw me and Jackson.
I still despised him and the rest of bangtan I don't understand how they literally only visited once and expect me to forgive them.
If there's anything people need to know about me is I hold a grudge.
And right now I'm holding on to too many grudges.
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I was helping my sister do her makeup since it was her first time stepping out the house for physical therapy.
We didn't know if it could work but im not missing any chances if it means my sister can walk again.
"Are you ready ?" I asked while applying blush to her cheeks.
"I'm nervous but I'm scared what if this doesn't work? What if I never am able to walk again?" She said in a shaky tone.
She realized her life wasn't going to be the same not after that accident and not after physical therapy.
She knew she wasn't going to be able to walk normally again but she hoped she could at least not be in a wheelchair again
"Don't be scared I'm here for you and I support you and I will not rest until I find a way for you to walk again" I said as I looked at my sister in the eyes and my hands on her shoulder.
" just relax everything is going to be Okay alright remember I love you and you will not go through this alone I will be there with you every step of the way I promise" I applied some chapstick with a tint of pink in it to go with her natural look.
" thank you sis" she replied giving me a smile.
" alright let's go" I said as we went to the elevator in our house. I helped get her into the passenger-seat of the car and buckled her in. I folded up the wheel chair and placed it in the trunk.
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We arrived home and I helped her get in to bed I took her makeup off as she drifted to sleep. I exited her room quietly.
Today was an intense day for both of us.
It was hard not breaking down in front of her.
I went to my room and plopped on my bed as I cried silently.
I hurt for my sister.
Seeing her in a condition like this always broke my heart I would always get memories of when we were little or how we used to argue and have pillow fights and sleepovers with her friends when we were younger or when she would come in the middle of the night in my room just to bother me.
Life for the both of us will never be the same.
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It was the next day and I had gotten up to shower when I saw my face in the mirror.
My eyes were puffy and swollen.
I haven't cried like this since jimin and I broke up.
I washed my face with cold water and started the shower as I stripped of my clothes.
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I did some light makeup to hide the fact I cried to sleep last night.
I took off my silk robe and put on my outfit for the day.
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As I was about to step out of my room there was a knock on my door.
I opened my door to see a butler that had been working with my family for a few months.
"Miss you have a visitor?" Said the butler. Eyeing me up and down.
Geez how come I've never noticed him before.
He wasn't old or fat.
He was young and cute.
"Is it that guy that was here last time ?" I asked
"No miss" he said looking very professional until he and I met eyes and he started to blush.
"Oh alright let them know I'll be there in a minute oh also what's your name?" I asked the young man who worked as a butler.
"Mingi" he replied.
"Well mingi your cute" I gave him a wink and signaled him to leave.
As he left I turned back to my vanity and I brushed my hair and left to See the visitor.
If you don't know what Mingi looks like he looks like this. He's from Ateez
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