Issues (A Ghostbird fanfic)

Hallucinations

"Oh no..." I whispered to myself. I was about to turn around when she injected with the thing I dreaded most. "No, mother! Please!" I begged as she injected the drug that I wish would've stayed foreign to me.
As I slid down onto my knees all I could see was the face of a horrid women, laughing at me. I heard the door close and tried to raise up onto my feet-only to fall right back down. I crawled to my wall and closed my eyes hoping that the usual nightmares won't come to life as they usually do. But as always my luck  had ran off-leaving me alone to suffer a great deal.
"Ariel!" I heard a voice call out to me.
"No! No! Not again! It's here! Leave me alone! Please! I beg of you! I'm sorry!"
"Open your eyes you whore!" It shouted.
I snapped open my eyes and entered the first nightmare I ever had. It's the one that somehow shakes me to the core: is it the fact that the little girl sometimes reminds me of me, or the fact that the older brother can sometimes be like my sisters. A little girl, around the age of 5 stood next to a boy-her 13 year old brother. The two were playing, having a lovely time in the house-playing hide and seek. Not even a year later and the older brother despised the younger sister. He hated the sister's attitude, the way their parents never hit her when she was in the wrong, the way she was spoiled to the core, and the amount of disrespect that radiates off of her. So he did what any child or adult would do-he ignored her and showed his blatant dislike towards her. The girl was now a little bit older-yet she still didn't understand why her brother didn't like her. They would go to church and she would see him laughing and playing with a boy in her grade, but the moment she came never them he would glare at her as if she had destroyed his entire world. She quickly backed away hoping that it would ease him up-it did not, not until the little boy tugged on his hand and asked him to play another round of football in the church's courtyard. The little girl had never seen his smile so bright. The young girl became jealous and sad and turned into a mean little she devil. All her life she wanted one thing-his love, but even as she grew up her brother still gave more love to anyone but her. He would shower the young girl with gifts such as clothing or a spa day, but when it came to spending a by just sitting and playing games or maybe even talking he would become busy. It hurt the little girl-she could see her brother laughing and having the time of his life without her and their family. The young girl cared about nothing but her brother and she only wished that he would take some time out of his day to spend it with her instead of their friends-maybe then she could finally be approved and get the long she longed for....
I cried and cried as I felt the little girl's pain, until the next hallucination hit, and then the next, and then the next, until all I could do was pass out and hope I was dead.