The Assassin: Kali

Chapter 14

"Get out," I hissed.

What I get from him is a kiss, a warm kiss on my right shoulder before I felt his big and long hands surround my small waist.

"Hello my love" he whispered so lovely on my ears before kissing my neck. "I missed you today."

"Get out, Sean, I'm not in the mood."

"Why? Tell me, I'm going to listen."

Kumuyom ang aking mga kamay, nagpipigil. Shit! I'm losing my patience.

"Get out, Sean, while I'm asking you nicely." I hissed and my blood boiled when I heard him chuckle.

"What a beautiful sight-"

Mabilis ko siyang sinandal sa pader at idiniin ang aking pulso sa kanyang leeg. He was smirking down at me that made me so mad.

"Are you making fun of me?"

Umiling siya, "No,"

Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin at pumikit siya ng mariin bago nagmura.

"You're cursing me?" Hindi makapaniwalang tanong ko. "You asshole!"

Naubo siya nung lalo kong diinan iyon, "Shit, you're turning me on."

Kumunot ang noo ko at sa isang iglap ay nagkapalit na kami ng pwesto. I groaned when I felt his leg pushing up my gem, putting some pressure on it that makes me feel something out of the picture. Gamit ang isang kamay ay sinandal niya ang pareho kong kamay sa itaas ng aking ulo. Pumiglas ako ngunit napasinghap nung dilaan niya ang aking leeg pataas sa kaliwa kong tainga.

"Are your scars the reason why you want the lights off?" he whispered before slowly going down.

Nanlaki ang mata ko nung halikan niya ang tama ko ng baril sa dibdib, "Sean!"

Galit na galit ako at todo ang pagpiglas ko.

"You're beautiful,"

"Get off!" I shouted at him, frustrated.

"I love you still," he said and I stopped when he looked at me seriously. "I love you, baby, that won't change. With scars or not,"

Nangilid ang luha ko. How could he wash away my insecurity for years with those words and sincere eyes? How...

"It makes me love you more," he said looking at me. "I don't know how you get it but it proves how strong you are, my love, even on your own. I know you don't need anyone but...will you let me? Let me share your burden, Angelu, please."

Tumulo ang aking mga luha at napayuko. How dare he to do this? Napakatagal kong naging insecure sa mga bakas ng kasamaang nagawa ko tapos nandito siya? Binigkas ang mga salitang agad pumawi sa mga naramdaman ko. Dahan-dahan niyang pinakawalan ang aking mga kamay at bumagsak iyon sa magkabilang gilid ko. I've been so strong for the past years that I didn't notice how tired I was when my insecurities were washed away.

"I have lots of secrets, Sean. And if you... if you really know me, you will run away from me-"

"I have secrets, too. Hindi ako santo, love, and we both know that. We are ruthless in so many ways... but Angelu that won't be enough reason for me to run away from you. I won't run away from the love of my life for years. You are for me as I for you."

Naiyak ako, "I am worse-"

"And so am I, love. So am I." he whispered so lovely on me and kissed the top of my head. "I won't stop assuring you of my love, Angelu. If you're doubting me, tell me. If you're afraid, tell me. If you need help, tell me. I won't run, I will be by your side. So please, let me see you. Let me in, love... marry me."