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Gina Porter - "Not long..." Part Two

When I arrived home, I tossed myself onto my bed. The anger and frustration made it feel as though there was a solid wall between me and the comfort of my bed.

I could feel my hands shake as I tried taking deep breaths, a desperate attempt to calm my angry heart. I couldn't believe Gina was doing this.

Ashlyn was right, as conceited as it sounded, I do deserve better. I don't deserve to be put into a great relationship only to be kicked out because of life.

I layed in bed, staring at my ceiling. I don't know how long I was there, but the next thing I knew, the sun had risen. I feigned a cold, not feeling like would be able to make it through school today.

I didn't move from my bed. I answered my phone when I received a call, asking how I was feeling, and I replied to a text from Ashlyn, but other then that, the only moving I did, was when I got tired of laying on one side.

At Five o'clock, my house was still abandoned. I mustered up enough energy to pull myself from the warmth of my blankets, shuffling my way into the living room where I instantly sat on the couch, listening to the rain fall outside.

A knock sounded on my door, and after giving a long sigh, I push myself up off the couch. I walk over to the door, not bothering to check who was there first, if I die I die you know.

The girl I fell for without meaning to, stood there, hair and clothes soaked from the rain. Tears, rolling down her face. "I don't want to leave you..."

"I don't want you to leave me either..." I pull her into the house, wrapping her into a tight hug as my own tears slipped down my face. "I know it's selfish, but I don't want you to leave."

"No, no, it isn't selfish. What's selfish, was me refusing to tell you to save my own emotions rather than yours." Gina pulled away from the hug, holding me at arms length. "I know I'm not always right, and I know I should have told you, and for that I'm sorry."

"I know you're sorry, but I just really wish that you didn't have to leave."

"I know, I know..." Gina grasped my hands, holding onto them tightly. "Promise you'll call me, every single night, and text throughout the day and maybe even write occasionally..."

I couldn't help but laugh quietly, nodding. "I promise, promise me that you won't find someone better-"

"I could never, you're the best in general, Y/n." Gina laughs quietly, "I love you."

I grin slightly "I love you too, Gina."

She looked down, blushing slightly better looking back up and pulling me into a tight hug.

"Wanna help me finish packing?" Gina asked when she pulled away. "It'd give us more time together."

"I'd love that."

Gina takes my hand one more time and leads me back to her room to help pack.

I'll miss her, but I also know everything will be okay.