well i didn't think i'd be here this quick
a girl from last year who i liked made 2 appearances today and i had gut sensations to leave from her sight immediately. this hasn't happened to me before. i figured out why. she got a boyfriend in the grade ahead of ours. hehe this is starting to become a thing and i'm not liking how i'm reacting. yea i know nobody ever reads these things but i still like to get it all out instead of bottling it up inside and regretting it a lot more.
i tried to tell her how i felt last week but alas it failed and to prevent my future from being thanos snapped away, i deleted the message before she saw it. what a blessing and a curse for me. i can't get things right in any sense and it bugs me. i'm feeling sick in my stomach just thinking about it
now i'm sitting at my old lunch table waiting for another hour to leave school 25 feet away from her and i swear if she does come over i might as well kamikazi.
besides *that* issue, nothing much has changed since my last post. my birthday has past a few days ago, not like that matters.
anyways thx for taking your time to read up. i doubt anyone would do that anyways so peace ✌🏼
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i wouldn't recommend this
NonfiksiThis is a type of autobiography i made to help inform some people of my current standings in the game we all play, Life. i also have been using it lately to "unload" my life since i got no where else to do so.
