i wouldn't recommend this

ouch, covid the destroyer

Since December, several things have happened. I swear i wrote more after December but here we go.

Couple days after christmas, my family was coming back from swedish store IKEA, and we get an alarming call. Puerto Rico had just been hit with an earthquake and my grandparents were freaking out. The earthquakes are still happening today (september 2020). Moving forwards maybe a month or something, the girl i mentioned in the last post played a big role in early 2020. We spoke. on the phone. as in something i dont normally do with the opposite gender. we cleared up some of the things i put between us and it felt good.  for a while. things then continued to drift apart, but she did keep one end of the bargin up for a while, im sure shes just very busy. i hope

after i cleared the air, march rolled around. italy was burning up. people were actually having high fevers since covid-19 has flu like symptoms. i remember keeping a daily count of the cases there and here and the numbers for her rose. like by a lot. march 13th was the day. the day my idiot self forgot to put my lastest updated version of papas bakeria into my google drive account. oh and i guess you could also say that march 13 was the last time i was in a safe place, school.

april had the laziest start to it. we just came back from a 3 week spring break and apparently the schools came out with virtual learning while students enjoyed a much needed break. terrible would be the word to describe it, the stay at home virtual learning. another way terrible could be used was for how miami dade and broward county flourished in covid cases from april til late august. spikes and drops and more spikes. and just when it slows down, the death toll rises.

may, i almost forgot. i actually published the section without may. all i did in may was drown in my school of fish. well that and write new may letters. i wrote some letters last may and i wrote a new set this may as well with one crucial difference, i actually sent them. i think i got the idea from to all the boys ive loved, but it was also a weird time for me. if i could, i would upload them but then several friends of mine would kill me. so privacy rules and such, yay! 

june i did nothing. 

july, was weird. i wasnt home for most of it. well i was only home the first 2 1/2 days then i was shipped off to orlando. doesnt sound the most sanitary considering the state of the world in july 2020, but i enjoyed it. spent 75% of the time with my older cousin, who is a very free spirit and has an abnormally tall girlfriend. bros before hoes they say

august was practically april. with school starting and no one was ready for it. i got my schedule not even 3 days before school started. behind essentially. 

and september. wow im almost up to date, missing some minor details here and there but i got most of it. its been going by really fast. cant believe its already the end of the 5th week of school. still dont support it and prefer irl school. the superintendent says he proposed to have us back irl by october. from what ive read , for the ones who REALLY need it, like special kids with disabilities and such. one thing i will miss from going back is the constant bickering i got with a friend of mine. ill still be able to contact said friend but itll be harder. 

til next time non existent readers!

p.s.

to madi, satisfy the hunger

to the one who wishes i never existed (if she reads this damned thing) um hi? didnt think youd stick around, also i just told you to block me since you cant stand my existence

to anyone else, dont share this