"Its not true, right? Tell me what she said wasn't true, please, Marcus!" I plead infront of him, I almost kneeled, not caring if there are people around us.
"I'm sorry." He said while looking down. What his acting now hurts me more. What he do shows that all I heard were true. That he didn't really love me at all, that he just used me.
"I thought you love me? Is it just all part of your lies? None of it was real?" I asked him again, hopeful that he would say he was just joking, that he really do love me. It's painful knowing that the only man you've love just used you and played you.
I've always thought that what we had was real. That I finally found the right guy for me. But I was fucking wrong, because the prince I thought I found was not really a prince. He was an ogre, a heartless monster.
When I saw him together with his ex inside his apartment. I felt like my heart was been ripped, it was so unbearable, so painful. I ran away but what hurts me most is he never followed to explain. He just stayed there with her.
"Sorry." He said once again.
"Sorry? Is that all you can say, Marcus? Well, your sorry couldn't change the fact that you hurted me, big time. And I was so stupid to believe in all of your lies." Tears started streaming down my face. I can't help it even I'm in a public place, even though many people could see me. What I feel right now is too much, like my heart just been rip off inside me. Like he took it and just throw it away.
"You love her?" I asked even though I already know the answer. Maybe I'm a masochist, my body right now is slowly getting numb.
"I'm sorry"
"Answer my fucking question!" I yelled.
"Y-Yeah" Fuck! It's still really painful hearing it from him.
"Did you ever love me, Marc? Even just once?" I said sobbing but he just remain silent. "Answer me!"
"No."
I slap him as hard as I can "Damn you, Marc! I've love you so damn much but you just hurted me. I am stupid for believing with everything you said."
"..." he just silently sit there.
"I hate you! What did I do to you to deserve this, huh?"
"..."
"I swear you'll pay for this. You'll regret hurting me this way!"
****
I woke up when someone poke my shoulder. When I open my eyes, I saw a filipino steward smiling at me, so I smiled back. I look around and found that the plane had finally landed. I've seen some of the passengers slowly getting themselves out of the plane.
I smile... I'm finally back.
I stand up and get my things ready. But I noticed the steward still standing next to me.
I smiled flirtly "May kailangan ka pa?"
His eyes got widen after I said those. I'm sure he's shock because I can speak tagalog fluently. Well, I can't blame him. Hindi kasi halata.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Seductress
Romance"Never think of falling in love with me, coz it'll just surely make you crazy." - Shane Haines The Seductress ⓒYhalaneCollections 2015