Hindi mawala-wala ang ngiti ngayon sa labi ko. Ngiting abot hanggang mata. Ngiting parang idinikit gamit ng super glue at hindi na matanggal-tanggal. Hindi ko kasi mapigilang maging masaya. Memories of last night and earlier are flashing back inside my mind.Nakatayo lang ako sa teresa ng kwarto habang pinagmamasdan ang napakagandang tanawin ng resort. Alas-dyis na ng umaga pero heto parin ako nakatunganga at masayang inaalala ang mukha ng lalakeng aking minamahal.
I didn't thought I would have this kind of feeling again. I was like a teenager who just experience falling in love for the very first time. He still has these effects on me that no other man can do. He can make my knees tremble just with his stares, the only one who make me shiver pleasurably with his touch and could make my heart beat impossibly fast.
Siya ang unang lalakeng minahal ko. At ngayon, nasisiguro ko ng si Marcus na ang lalakeng gusto kong makasama hanggang sa pagtanda. Oh, the hell I care with what he did to me in the past. What's more important is me and him, the present and the future.
I remembered what my mother told me before; If two people are meant to be together, eventually they'll find their way back to each other. And I guess what mom said were true. Maybe I really am meant for Marcus Real Madrigal. Because even how long I've been away from him, I have still found my way back to his arms. At kahit nasaktan na niya ako noon, dahil sa sobra ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya, nagawa ko parin siyang tanggapin muli sa buhay ko. It was risky, I know. But love is like a big gambling game, kailangan nating pumusta kahit paulit-ulit pa in order for us to win the prize. And for my case, Marcus is my prize. And loving him was the only game I'm not planning to lose.
Napapitlag ako ng bigla kong maramdaman ang pares ng kamay na pumulupot sa bewang ko. At hindi na ako kailangang lumingon para malaman kung sino iyon. Because the fast beating of my heart says it's Marcus. "I'm hella sure I'm the reason of that smile plastered on your lips." Confident na anito habang inaamoy ang leeg ko.
I giggled. Hindi parin talaga nagbabago ang kahanginan ng lalakeng to. "Full of yourself, huh?" I mocked.
But he just answered me with a grin. I rolled my eyes at him. "Suit yourself then."
"Bakit may iba pa bang lalakeng nagpapangiti sayo?" Naging seryoso na ngayon ang tono ng boses nito.
I smiled playfully. "Of course. Hindi lang kaya ikaw ang lalake sa buhay ko no!" Pinigilan ko ang sariling bumunghalit ng tawa, I also stop myself to look at his reaction. Baka mahalata nitong inaasar ko lang siya.
Lumuwag ang pagkakayakap nito sakin pero hindi ko parin siya nililingon. Gusto kong ng tumawa ng malakas, panigurado kasing nakasimangot na naman ang mukha nito. "Yeah. Marami ka nga palang naging lalake sa ibang bansa."
I frown, agad nawala ang nakakalokong ngiti sa mga labi ko sa sinabi niya. I suddenly turned around so I could face him. "Paano mo nalaman yan?" Takang tanong ko.
Pero agad nanindig ang balahibo ko nang magtama ang mga mata naming dalawa. He look so mad and murderous, but I think, not with me. I can also see jealousy and insecurity in his eyes. "Well, baby, in those times that you're busy flirting with some assholes, I was also busy stalking you. Just looking at you from a far together with those dipshit. At hindi mo alam kung anong pagpipigil ko sa sariling wag patayin ang mga lalakeng humahawak sayo.." He paused and roamed his hands from my neck down to my arms. Dumapo ang palad niya sa bawat parte ng katawan ko. And every touch of him was like electricity that makes my body shiver.
"...Sa bawat lalakeng humahalik sayo, I've been murdering them inside my head." He muttered huskily. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang labi niya sa kanang balikat ko papunta sa leeg. I can hear his heavy breathing, feel his warm breath fanning my skin. I closed my eyes as he trailed his lips to my ear until it reach mine. Hindi gumagalaw ang mga labi niya, at nakadikit lang ang mga iyon sa mga labi ko. "But no one can do those things to you from now on. Because every part of you is mine now. You are mine now. Right, Love?" He asked sexily.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Seductress
Romance"Never think of falling in love with me, coz it'll just surely make you crazy." - Shane Haines The Seductress ⓒYhalaneCollections 2015